That one

Chp 1: The school year begins

All my life I wondered about love and if it was real and I felt that women don't like me at all, but then it all began in the sixth grade one day, feeling sad I saw mrs. Lochlan opened up the door and she walked in...one look at her and I froze. Everyone of the guys said that she didn't have the ass or she wasn't hot, I saw something in my head, then in the seventh grade at a dance held by the band at my school, she asked me to dance, which I can not do AT ALL. I later then lost hope at sat down and felt really sad. Later my friend Jacob told me that Lily wanted to see me.
I was very surprised so then by the time I got to her she left and Haley her friend said that she wanted me to ask her out and found her and said "you want go...out?" She said yes and I was happy for awhile, then three days later I find out she wanted another guy and she broke up with me, I was very confused on what I had done.

Then in our ninth grade year at Jerimick High School in Seattle. everything changed. she walked through the entrance and I was at my locker she was with some of her friends and then I hear "JAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" It was so loud I swear the whole school heard us.
Now she looked up to me, and the reason being was because I had grown so much since the seventh grade and then I turned back to see her hugging me I said "hi! How are you?" I was happy to see her for some reason. "Good...Good...well I have some news!" What news was this? She made a new friend?, she got a new boyfriend? "what's the news?" I said. "Well i got a boyfriend, super cute!"
I fell super silent, I felt like my jaw had dropped to the ground I really just wanted to walk away, apparently He was way more handsome than me, and In my eyes it felt like bragging.
I seriously wanted to run, but after that the bell rang and I made it to class in time, but I found out that Lilly is in every single one of my classes and then sat next to me and I looked at her face and she saw me we stared intently at each other for a moment then the teacher called her name. "What?" She looked so weird when she was confused, then everyone laughed. but she looked at me again and said "what are you doing?" I knew that she knew I was staring at her but I quickly saved my self saying "you're just an idiot." I said playfully. She gave me a suspicious look, then the teacher said "James would you like to be moved?" I knew the whole class would burst out laughing if I said something stupid, so I flat out just said "I apologize sir, i was..." I couldn't think of anything else to say, then I heard Ha ha's all over the room, then the teacher quickly silenced the class and started talking about math of course I didn't listen to him, then I heard the bell and I quickly tried to rush out of class then he called me back in, and then he started with, do you like Lily? I immediately came out with "of course not!" He looked at me and said "yes you do, and I want you know is that you need protection..." I was feeling queasy, then I was saved by the late bell, he wrote a pass and I ran to 2nd period then I said "3 more classes" in my head.

  I walked into history with Ms. Lina, a woman in her early 20's, she had went to New York University and praised that education is always the best, like a lot of other teachers do. She mainly talked about what we would do in her class all year and called her student teacher in the class. 'Ms' or just Caitlin in my opinion was a white, 19 year old, with brown hair, and Damn was she beautiful.
Then, Ms. Lina calls for a 'Meet & Greet' time, and that's when Lilly came over and asked me something that would break every bad thing I had done.