Everything was going great. I had my life on track, a beautiful girlfriend that I had loved since kindergarten, my dad was in good health, my best friend was doing good, I had also made some new friends. For some reason though it didn't feel like enough. I still felt like I was consumed in a darkness with no flashlight. The only thing that kept me in the light was my mom. She had passed away early last year. Ever since its like my heart has been encased in some kind of darkness.
"Stiles, are you even listen to me?!", Scott yelled. I was just staring at the wall in front of us, thinking about everything that has happened. Wondering why I felt so alone and so wrong even when everything had been going okay as of late. "Sorry Scotty, I am listening now." "Well I was saying that your birthday is coming up, and was wondering if you wanted to go out and celebrate with the pack tomorrow?" "ya, i guess that sounds good."
"Where are you planning of taking me", Stiles asked. "Oh and Derek and his pack are coming to",Scott said. He kept going on and on about how I should be excited about finally turning 18. I didn't care though.
After a while of me and Scott just laying on my bed talking he decided he should go home, after all they did have school the next day. He wasn't going to go. Tomorrow is the anniversary of his mothers death. What makes it even worse is three days from tomorrow is his birthday. It sucks.
After Scott left, his dad went to work since he works the night shift. Stiles took a long hot shower and then sat on the floor in his towel and started to cry. He was miserable, and not just because of his mom, because of the darkness. He sat crying for at least half an hour. When he got up he did something he knew he would regret. As he entered his bathroom he took off the towel and sat in the empty bath. Beside him sat a razor. He broke it and took out the blade, and with out another thought he sliced his skin like paper and watched as his blood poured from the deep wound. He done it again and again until he had most of his forearm covered in blood. He sat for a few minutes watching the blood clot. After he got cleaned up, he put on some boxers and laid face down in his bed, sobbing.
* I just thought i'd go ahead and post the 1st chapter to get ya'll excited while i write the others. I know its short, but don't worry the other chapters will be way longer. DON'T FORGET TO VOTE! until next time wolfys. *
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Darkness
FanfictionEverything was going great. I had my life on track, a beautiful girlfriend that I had loved since kindergarden, my dad was in good health, my bestfriend was doing good, I had also made some new friends. For some reason though it didn't feel like eno...
