Why does this happen this me. I think I have (I know) I have some sort of anxiety and yet I through my self into trouble and try to help people. This gives me anxiety. Why. Why do I do this like today I through myself to help a friend witch led me to talking to someone who seems to hate me. But in this moment they did not hate me they were nice too me. We were in the bathroom and he was talking about how fucked up his mom was. Yep I am just tired and bored and wanted to write something so this is what I got.