Okay I'm going to see how this goes, fix the cover and see if I'll continue.
Two Years Ago
Switching on my laptop I checked my Facebook. Having only 2 friends ( my mom and grandma) on there and suffering from social anxiety doesn't leave me with much excitement. A chime signaling I recovered a message startled me. If it's one of grandmas "How's my grandson doing?" I swear I'll unadd her. But it wasn't mom nor grandmas. Who could it be?
Samantha Stevens
"Hi I think you're really cute." With that message came a friend request. anxiety rushed through my veins. I've finally met someone and she thinks I'm cute. Wait she wants to talk what should I do? Okay calm down Ian you got this. Clicking on here profile I skimmed through her pictures and I had to admit she's the prettiest girl I've ever seen. Her long brown hair frames her tan completion so gently and freckles lightly covered her cheeks but what stood out the most was her big brown eyes. Gosh I'm starting to sound like a girl.
Accepting her friend request, I hoped for the best. What if she changes her mind and unadds me. I know she's going to, everyone does. I've never been accepted, I'm a "disease". To my surprise I received a message instantly.
Samantha Stevens
"Thanks for accepting my friend request cutie." She called me cutie and added a wink. Sweat beaded down my neck. I felt like I was trapped, a dear and headlights. Reminding my self that this is online I summoned up the courage to reply.
Ian Andrews
"You're welcome and your beautiful." 30 Seconds Ago
Samantha Stevens
"Thanks and your not bad yourself. I wanted to get to know you. You seem sweet." 4 Minutes Ago
Ian Andrews
I'm finally going to talk to someone. Share feelings, be myself maybe even love. Be normal for a change. Realizing that I haven't Messaged her in 4 minutes I replied. Playing it cool I decided that today I'm going to change. Online I'm going to be the confident Ian, lady's man, someone everyone accepted.
Next Day
Ian felt like a new person. He spent the whole night talking to Samantha online and was sad to see her go, but he did find out new things about her. Shes 17 the same as Ian, loves music and she's the only child. I told her things I never dared to tell anyone not even my pet goldfish bubbles. Things got a bit interesting when she asked for my number. I couldn't do it, just not yet. Probably today I will. Taking a warm shower and putting on my clothes I rushed down stairs and grabbed a granola bar.
"Mom I'm going to school." I shouted and received a mumbled. Nodding my head I grabbed my skateboard. I had a car, a black v8 Ford Mustang but it was terrorized by Sebastian, my bully. I told my mom I got into a car accident so she wouldn't have to worry. She insisted that she should buy me a new one but I like the skateboard better.
Pushing my right leg backwards I let the wind flow through my hair. I had to think of something to avoid a beat down from Sebastian today or god knows what mom would do. Stopping my feet I grabbed my board and placed it between my upper right arm. Entering the hell hole I called school I shield my eyes from my schools population. Just a few more months and I'll be out of here- I was suddenly grabbed by my jacket inside a locker room.
"Hey little bitch." Sebastian hot breath tickled against my ear. I couldn't do or say anything, I felt like I needed to vomid. Taking my silence as cowardness he plunged his fist through my stomach. Fist after fist came flying. I felt like I was getting air sucked out of me. I waited for the fourth punch but it never came. Squinting my eyes I noticed a tall figure. Ringing and voices filled my ears as total blackness consumed me.
