Hey I hope you enjoy but yea anyway this chapter made me cry so I hope we can all cry together
Louis pov ( 6 days later )
bailey got buried yesterday it was very hard for me to watch Jason couldn't stand seeing his mom like that I got to close the casket before she got buried and held her hand one last time
I am at home now Jason hasn't came out of his room since yesterday the only time he will come out is to eat but when he ate he didn't even say a word
I'm about To leave and go sit at baileys grave and talk to her and hope she hears me but I'm just going to tell Jason I'm going to the store cause I don't want him sadder than he already is
" jay " I knocked on his bedroom door "yea" he said with a sigh
" I'm going to the store alright " I said. " dad " he said peeking his head out of his door
" it's ok I know your going to visit mama I heard you talking to Liam "
" ok you got me are you fine with me going do you think she would want me going to visit her " I said
" I think she would love it " he smiled " I've been talking to her hoping she would hear all morning dad I don't know if she did but I like to think she did "
" jay I guarentee she's listening to every word she just can't respond " I said
" it's hard knowing she's gone isn't it but you have no idea how much she and I both love you infact when she was in the hospital she said to tell you that she loves you so so much and that you and her will reunite one day "
" it's very hard but I love her very much too " he said
" alright jay I'm gonna go see mama and ill be sure to tell her how much you love her " I said as I walked out the door
I reached the graveyard and walked toward her grave I sat on the ground and started talking
" hey babe " I said " I love you so much you left the world in tears all the fans are tweeting me telling me how much they love you and jay said he misses you so so much and loves you so much I told him what you said he said he's been talking to you all morning I hope you heard what he told you and I hope your listening to what I'm telling you now I was wondering babe is heaven as beautiful as it sounds? I know you don't have any pain now and you know what the guy that ran over you said it was and accident he didn't mean to kill you he was at your funeral yesterday and hugged me and the boys and cried when he saw Jason and told him how sorry he was that he killed his mother I think it truly was an accident I just wanted you to know that "
I talked to her for hours and finally stood up " babe keep looking down on us and I love you so much " I said I finally left and got in my car and headed home
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