depression

Im lost

Im lost in a world,

Turned to stone.

I'm lost in the cold,

With only my hand to hold.

Is this the end?

Or am I just insane.

What is this called

Depression.

Baby get lost,

I don't want you now.

I want death,

My best friend.

My heart is black,

My brain is crumbled.

I lost all important,

And Hun I'm in trouble.

The memories stay,

The pain never fades.

My scars smile,

While I cry.

Can you save me?

Or am I gone forever.

Please don't leave,

I want to remembers.

The scars and cigars,

Pile miles high.

Baby leave now,

Before I explode.

I'm killing myself.

I'm dieing.

I'm cutting.

Starving.

Crying.

Lieing.

But it's ok.

I'll smile.

Hold your hand.

Kiss your lips.

But when I'm gone,

You shall see.

The true pain,

Was never gonna leave.