I'm in a bad place. I don't want to exist. I'm too scared to go on. I don't want to be anymore. I don't want my phone. I want to be alone. I will be alone. I don't belive in myself. I don't want you to hurt. I wasn't ever good enough. I want to be something. I am too useless. I'm transparent. I am no good. I want to go away. I will go away. I don't want to be remembered. I won't be remembered. I want to clear myself. I want to disappear without you remembering. I want to escape. I don't want to see. I don't want to hear. I want to climb up. I want to fall. I will fall. I dont want to hurt. I don't want to smile. I want to die. I will die.
