"Reeeen!"
"Yes mom."
"Here."
I opened the enveloped that mom handed and I am shocked to see what's inside it. Tickets to Auckland, New Zealand.
" But you are gonna stay at hamilton" Mom said with a smile.
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I'm Green Montez. Reen for short. 18 and that's all thank you .
Lol , You maybe asking why I'm going to NZ.
It's been five months. Five long and suffering months.
I've tried to killed myself once or twice for a guy that doesn't deserve me.
I dont even deserve him. I just want to live my life with a smile,
Yes, I still love him. I know. But this feeling just sucks ! I mean can you believe me? I know I am stupid really stupid for holding on to a promise that doesn't worth waiting for. He said 3 years but its still 5 months since he left but no communication not even a shadow of him. Arrrrrrg ! YOLO daw thats why I'm letting go .
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@ Hamilton City
" Excuse me sir, where is the Info center here? " I asked a guy wearing tux ?! okayyy ?!
"It's just right there near the city library at the town centre. "
"Thank you "
" Dont mention it" and he smiled and i smiled back :)) friendlyyy .
I crossed the streat and it's quite cold but there's no snow in this city just ice fog.
And when I reached the I.C. I asked about their hotels and there are more than 20 hotels, motels,inns in one street , maybe 50 even . (Ulster Street at Whitiora :))
But I chose that umm 4 star hotel at Tainui just near the town center overlooking the great Waikato River. I opened my room and It's fine with me . It looks cozy and there is a balcony outside beside my room is another room with a balcony. I decided to go there and when I slide open the slide door I heared a voice, a soothing with the sound of a guitar singing the last song he that he sang to me :
Your hand fits in mine
Like it's made just for me
But bear this in mind
It was meant to be
And I'm joining up the dots
With the freckles on your cheeks
And it all makes sense to me
and because I am a dramatic girl I cant help but cry. It was also in my balcony a day before his flight when he sang that song and as we slow danced and made our promises.
*flashback*
" You'll comeback for me right?" I asked trying not to cry.
"Of course." Josh replied.
"Promise?" I asked as a tear rolled on my cheecks and instead of answering me he hugged me and we danced, slowly . and he began to sing Little Things by one direction.
When he finished the song he said, " Ree, you'll always be in my heart. I will cherish you forever. And our love will always be like a wind, we may not see it but i know we will always feel it. You are God's greates blessing and my only love. I love you second to God. 3 years is all I ask and I promise to come back and be in your side until infinty runs out."
"Josh , I will be waiting here for you. No matter how long I'll wait and will always love until i take my last breath . You'll always be in my hurt until infinty runs out"
*end of flashback*
We both broke our promises.
But he started it. Since he left no text, no call not even a letter. Not one.
I've been forcing myself to believe that maybe he cant text because there is no signal , no internet connection but there is a huge voice that came from my heart and told me "He's gone"
I didn't even realized that I was already sobbing.
But I JUST CANT hel---
"Why are you crying?" I was finding where that voice came from and when I turned my back I saw a guy with a blonde hair holding a guitar and I know he is--
"Niall Horan?"
"Arrrrg. stupid me . I FORGOT to put on that disguise. " and napa face-palm na lang sya.
I harshly wiped my tear and tried to utter a word.
" Why were you crying?" but before I could even answer he jumped on my balcony and went near me.
"Tell me who that bastard was" he commanded .
"How did you know? " I said again , crying.,
" There are only 2 reasons why a lady would cry , it could be because they are grounded or what and because of a bastard. Girls dont deserve this." and he gently wiped my tears.
"Niall, I love him" and I sob.
