chapter 5 (killua's POV)

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i cant believe someone would touch her. i just wanted to...i just wanted to make sure she had a good time for once. but it's my fault she got touched like that. anger burned inside me as i walked towards that fatass man. i looked at him. "fuck. you." i say without thinking. all he did was chuckle "hey little guy. you lost? watch that mouth of yours" i glare. "fuck. you." i say again, louder this time. he just smiles, and looks around. "how bout we take this outside? i dont want to...get your blood anywhere." i sigh. "fine, fatass."

we leave and i glance back at ____ and she smiles sadly at me. she's such an innocent person. she'd always been so... sensitive ever since her parents died. and i usually hang out around her house. i hate going home to my family mansion.

the man stops walking after we head into an alley close to the ckub. he turns around and smirks. "well man, what do you want?" i glare. "don't fucking touch my friend asshole." i say coldly. he smirks "the black haired one? damn she's some hot shit." i glare again and punch him in the stomach, watching the fat jiggle annoyingy. "FUCK YOU." he moans in pain. 

i kick him again and again, watching him fall  unconsoius. i finally smile at him. "goodbye fucking asshole perv." i say walking away. 

when i go back inside i see_____with her head down. i smile and walk over to her. "___?" i say. i look closer and see she fell asleep. i smile to myself. she looked nice. i shrugged the thought out of my head. ____ doesn't love me. no way she'd love someone like me. i'm a fucking murderer.

i decide not to wake her up as she has gone through so much pain already. i lean down and pick her up. shes surprisingly so light! she must be losing a lot of weight. or maybe im getting stronger. i smile at the thought and slowly walk towards the exit, cradling her him my arms. it feels nice holding her there.

i stop direcly outside of her house and open the door. she really should lock it, but in this case it's good that it was open. i enter slowly and head up the stairs. she huddles close to me cauing me to blush. i know. i admit it. i love her. but she doesnt love me. i couldn't allow her into the zoldyk family. she couldn't handle it.

i lay her down on her bed, and smile at he sweet curled up girl beneath me. she snores s softly, and i have to admit it was very cute. i look at her one more time before going back home. i loved her... but i had to forget about it.

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