HAYYYYYYY Y'ALL MY NAME IS KIKI I AM A SENIOR IN MID-RIDGE COLLEGE OUT IN WEST MIAMI I LIVE ACROSS THE STREET FROM TWO OF MY FRIENDS NAMED GABRIEL AND JUSTIN AND I LIVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND MADISON. WE ARE ALL SENIORS AND WE HAVE PLANNED TO LIVE WITH EACH OTHER AND LIVE ACROSS FROM EACH OTHER AND TO GO TO COLLEGE TOGETHER SINCE THE 6TH GRADE BACK IN OUR MIDDLE SCHOOL CALLED CHAPLIN MIDDLE SCHOOL.BUT ANYWAYS ME AND MADISON LIVE TOGETHER BUT YOU SEE MADISON IS A LESBIAN AND IM STRAIGHT AS A PENCIL Y'ALL. BUT I STILL SUPPORT HER FOR WHO SHE IS BECAUSE THATS MY BEST FRIEND AND IVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT WITH HER BUT EVER SINCE SHE STARTED GOING OUT WITH THIS GIRL NAMED MARISA SHES STARTING TO GIVE ME LOTS OF SHADE AND DISRESPECT .THIS Is HOW THIS ALL BEGAN SO I WAS INT HE EIGHTH GRADE AND YOU KNOW BY THAT TIME ALL THE KIDS AROUND THE AGE 14 ARE STARTING TO BECOME OUT OF THEIR SHELL SORT OF SAY THEY ARE THEM SELF'S AND THAT A GOOD THING BUT FOR CERTAIN PEOPLE BUT FOR MADISON IT WASN'T A GOOD IDEA BECAUSE SHE CAME OUT TO RAPIDLY.IT WAS AROUND JANUARY IN THE MIDDLE OF JANUARY I WAS IN CLASS WITH JUSTIN AND GABRIEL AND JUST TO MENTION THEIR GOING OUT BUT JUSTIN IS THE MALE IN THE RELATIONSHIP HE IS MORE AGGRESSIVE AND VERY JUDGMENTAL BASICALLY HE DONT GIVE A FUCK HOW YOU FELL BUT GABRIEL ON THE OTHER HAND IS VERY SWEET AND KIND BUT ANYWAYS WE WAS ALL AT LUNCH IN A CORNER AND WE WAS JUST HAVING A CONVERSATION ABOUT BI AND GAYS AND LESBIANS AND MADISON COMES OVER TO GABRIEL AND SAYS DONT SAY ANYTHING YET BUT IM BI BUT THEN SHE SAID IT TO ME AND ME AND I WAS LIKE SHOCKED BUT I WAS LIKE REALIZING WHY SHE WAS DRESSING LIKE A BOY BUT SHE ACTED VERY GIRLISH AROUND BOYS BUT ANYWAYS SO SHE DIDN'T TELL JUSTIN BECAUSE SINCE SHE KNOWS HE IS RUDE AS FUCK HES GONNA PROBABLY MAKE FUN OF HER BUT SINCE SHE DIDN'T GIVE A FUCK SHE TOLD HIM AND HE WAS PRETTY OK WITH IT BUT ME AND GABRIEL WEREN'T BECAUSE WE HAD KNOWN MADISON LONGER THAN JUSTIN AND WE DIDN'T THINK SHE WAS BI BUT ANYWAYS WE ACTED OK AROUND HER BUT IN REALITY WE WERE UNCOMFORTABLE AS DAYS WENT BY SHE WAS BEING MORE ATTACHED TO ME AND LESS ATTACHED TO THE BOYS BUT THESE WERE SOME OF THE ACTIONS THAT SHE STARTED DOING TO ME AT LUNCH SHE WOULD TOUCH MY NECK TRY TO KISS MY NECK AND TICKLE ME AT FIRST I WAS OK WITH IT BECAUSE I DIDN'T REALLY THINK SHE HAD A CRUSH ON ME BUT AS THE WEEKS WENT BY SHE GOT MORE TOUCHING LIKE AND VERY MUCH TRYING TO KISS EM AND I WAS FEELING UNCOMFORTABLE BUT DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HER BY SAYING YOUR DISCOMFORTING ME SO I JUST KEPT IT MOVING.BUT THEN IT WAS A TUESDAY AFTERNOON AND WE WERE WALKING BACK UP FROM LUNCH WITH THE CLASS AND WE WERE STANDING IN THE HALLWAY WAITING FOR THE TEACHER TO ARRIVE AND SO AS WE WERE WAITING MADISON WENT UP TO MY EAR AND SAID "KIKI I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU AND DO YOU WANT TO GO OUT" SINCE WE WAS IN THE HALLWAYS AND I DIDN'T WANT GET HER UPSET I SAID YES BUT IN REALITY I DINT FEEL LIKE I HAD A FEELING FOR WOMEN SO I CALLED GABRIEL UP AND TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPEN HE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT BUT THEN I ASK HIM IF I SHOULD STAY WITH HER IF I DONT HAVE ANY FEELING FOR HER BECAUSE IM STRAIGHT AND SO GABRIEL SAID "YOU SHOULD BREAK UP WITH HER BECAUSE THEIR IS NO REASON WHY IF YOU HAVE NO FEELING YOU SHOULD BE DATING SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT JUST TO MAKE THEM HAPPY"SO I LISTEND TO HIS OPINION AND THE NEXT MORNING AS WE WENT TO LUNCH SHE TRIED TO KISS MEAN I WEAVED IT AND I WAS LIKE "HELLLL NO" AND SO I SAT DOWN AND SAID MADISON I HAVE TO TELL YOU SOMETHING SHE WAS LIKE WHAT I WAS LIKE WE HAVE TO BREAK UP BECAUSE IM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH YOU AND WOMEN IN GENERAL BECAUSE IM STRAIGHT AS A PENCIL AND EVER SINCE I TOLD HER THAT WE WAS BREAKING UP SHE DISOWNED ME IN SCHOOL BY TELLING ME IM RATCHET IM A HOE AD THAT I WAS VERY UNTRUSTING AND THAT I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAID YES TO HER IF I WASN'T OK WITH IT BUT THEN I TOLD HER THAT THE REASON I SAID YES WAS BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HER AS A FRIEND IN THE HALLWAYS BUT THEN SHE STARTING DISOWNING JUSTIN AND WHEN YOU STAT MESSING WITH JUSTIN HE COMES RIGHT BACK AT YOU WITH FORCE OF WORDS AND SO MADISON TOLD HIM THAT HE SHOULD FIGHT HER AD HE DONT FIGHT GIRLS AND MADSION WANNA ACT ALL TOUGH AND SAY I CAN FIGHT BITCHES LIKE YOU FROM 7 AND UP AND JUSTIN WAS LIKE NO IM NOT DOING IT I KNOW MY RIGHTS SO YOU KEEP YOUR DISTANCE WITH YOUR MONKEY HEAD ASS AND EVER SINCE THEN THEY NEVER SPOKE AT EACH OTHER UNTIL WE REACHED THE END OF HIGH SCHOOL.....
