Chapter 1

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Wake up shaking
Ugh not again
Nightmares
Excessive sweating
Pressure
It's always to much
Ever feel like a failure
Like Charlie Puth says, I'm only only one call away, and I was but I just had to ignore it
Ignore
Ignore
Ignore
It was all I ever did in eleventh grade
But I realized last night maybe for once change can be a good thing
Maybe I can start over
Maybe this could be the start of something new
Maybe I could dye my hair blonde and get green eye contacts and a new wardrobe
No more sad lonely Kyla Edwards who everyone thoughts was a depressed freak
More like pretty Kyla Edwards the one the boys actually like
She won't be known as the girl who tried to "kill herself"
Instead she'll be the kind, nice, bubbly girl, who everyone likes
Like people say a new year a new me, and for once this applies to me
No more maybes,or if only's
No this is change
Goodbye old Kyla
Hello new Kyla

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