'What if' is just a sick dream, its the ones you regret that help make you who you are, don't forget what made you, you.
It's the I love yous and the I don't love you anymores that make you who you are. It's the you're the greatest person, and the rumors that make you stronger.
It's defeating your fears that makes it worth it, like telling your parents they can't hurt you anymore, telling your friends to stop walking on you, telling your grandparents and family that you're gay, its knowing you might not win, but doing it anyway, that makes it worth it.
Your fears can only stand in your way as long as you let them, if you stare them in the eyes and tell them to get out of your way, you can watch them melt right there.