Baby mama

when I Was Younger

I never knew my father so the word "Da" sound crazy to me . My cousin husband step up and did this for me. I can Remember when he had did my hair , omg my hair was so ugly and I had to go to school and I got pick on all that day. I came home crying and he ask me what was wrong and I told him so he took me to get some ice cream. He took me shopping and when he went places I was with him. When my mama was at work I was rite in the bed with him. I was 8 or 9 and I was real close to him. My mama was gonna let me move in with him and his wife , but my mama Chang her mind. My mama use to always be gone, if she wasn't at work or at a club she was in her room sleep or laying up . I use to get beat for little small sample shit. It was days when I didn't wanna wake up. It was days when I wanted to take my life. But on this very night I wish I was dead . when I was younger I didn't knew anything about sex, or not letting nobody touch me. But my mama was at work and my cousin husband was at the house and he came in the room and he begin to touch on me . I didn't know what to do so I just layed there. I told him to stop but he kept doing it. And every since then everything was different for me . right after that I went into foster care because they said my mama was unfit. When I was in foster care a girl name maxcine was touching on me. Sticking things in me. I told the people but they didn't listen.