Roses are Red

CHAPTER 9

Justin grabs my hand and leads me out of the doors of AE and into the big mall. "I'm sorry I'm so embarrased that I work." I say, blushing. "I don't mind. I work for what I get too." He says sweetly, kissing my ear. "I think I love you Paisley. I can't stop thinking about you." He says. I blush as he says this. Some girls are chasing behind us now. Justin quickly scoops me up into his arms and starts running for the door. A security guard opens the door and he hurries to the car with me still in his arms. He sets me down at the car and opens the door. I slide in as he shuts the door and hurries to the drivers side. He speeds off.  "I really love you Justin.  I've never felt this way about anyone else."  I smile at him when he looks over at me.  "What about that Quinton guy, or whatever his name was?  Didn't you love him?"  He frowns at me.  "I have loved you longer.  You saved my life with your music.  And when I finally got to meet you at the club I felt like it would last.  I have been a Belieber from the start baby."  I respond.  I place my hand on his in between both seats.

"My music saved your life?  In what way?"  Justin raises his eyebrows and creates those adorable wrinkles in his forehead.  I look out the window and blush, "You always made me feel like I was worthy and beautiful."  He squeezes my hand a bit tighter and pulls it away, placing it back on the steering wheel.  "That's because you are beautiful.  That's kind of what I was aiming for in my music."  He smiles.  I look up at him and smile back.

"It wasn't just me.  It's all of them.  All of the Beliebers.  And, don't get me wrong.  I'm always gonna be one,"  I giggle. "It's just.  I'm in love with you now.  So It's kind of official."  He silently laughs and smiles bigger at me.  "But they really do love you too."  I add.  Still staring at Justin I see something change in his eyes, they go from warm and inviting to cold and scared.  "You know what, actually they're kind of annoying.  Always following me somewhere, acting like they really do love me.  But it's all just a phase and soon enough all of this will be over and they will no longer love me."  I frown at him.

"What are you talking about?  They do really love you.  They've been through so much with you.  All they want to do is meet their idol.  They are going to continue to love you as long as you continue to love them."  I reply, very confused at what just happened.

 "Let's go somewhere.  Somewhere away from all the stress, media, screaming people.  Let's just go some place where we can be alone.  Any ideas?"  The tone of Justin's voice changes from loving to scared in a matter of seconds.

"Is everything alright?"  I ask as Justin swerves suddenly to the left and turns.  He focuses on the road for a minute.  "Just great--great.  I just think it would be nice to get away from it all and hang out, learn everything about you."  He says as he continues to stare at the road.  "Where are we going?"  I ask, a bit frightened by this new mood I have never seen him in.  "Well.  I thought maybe we could get some place that the media doesn't know about and figure out where to go.  Sound good?"  He points ahead at a tall, abandoned, beat up looking place.  "I guess."  I respond, faking a smile.