After spending 25 Minuit's in the shower i finally felt clean enough. I threw on my light blue denim short shorts, plain sandals and a baggy t-shirt, i brushed my long blond hair to the side, i severely needed to get my roots done. My eyes were bloodshot so instead of caking on make up i just grabbed my giant black sunglasses. I was already a half hour late for meeting up with the girls but i switched off my phone to avoid all the calls telling me to hurry.
I parked my lexus jeep and glanced at myself quickly in the mirror before i hopped out and ran over to the table where I seen Kendal, Alanna, Caroline and Jade sitting impatiently. ''Where the hell have you been/'' Kendal Roared at me, drawing attention to our table. ''whats wrong? I'm a bit late relax,'' I said frowning.
''Girls it doesn't matter Leah's here now its all that matters. So Leah uh how was last night?'' Jade said while brushing her mousey brown hair back off her face. ''Em it was good'' I replied looking at the ground. ''So, are you going to apologise for your behavior any time soon?'' Caroline spat out. I never really liked Caroline, we never clicked. I suppose I just put up with her out of respect for the girls, they loved her. ''Excuse me?'' I bit back angrily. ''You don't have a clue do you Leah? This is the third night in a row you've gone out and gotten trashed! None of us can enjoy ourselves around you on nights out, we feel as though we have to babysit you constantly! But the fact that you cant remember what happened last night! that sickens me, seriously we were all discussing it before you came here and we decided you need help Leah. This isn't normal, your not able to go out , have a few drinks and have some fun. You overdo it every time. Its not fun anymore its scary and were all concerned for you Leah''. Alanna burst tout with a mixture of a concerned look and pity across her face. ''Well you know what? I really don't need this right now I-'' ''You what? Your just out of a long term relationship? Old news Leah that excuse doesnt work anymore, it was 3 months ago!'' Kendal cut over me viciously.
Oh my god. It hit me, it was THREE months ago. Three! Gosh i honestly felt like it was more recent. Still hurt, still missing him. How can this be right? ''I really can't handle this now, I don;t need to be babysat! I'm 22 years old!''. I screamed childishly as the whole restaurant turned to look at me. I then dashed for my car and burst into tears.
Jamie was my childhood sweetheart. We were dating on and off since we were 14. At the start he never really gave me the time of day, i was just there until someone better came along. I loved him and I did anything to get his attention. He would ask me to be his girlfriend, i'd fall in love, he would cheat on me, then we would break up. It was like our relationship was on replay. But no matter how badly he hurt me i'd still go runningback to him every time. This made him really power full, he knew he could have me whenever he wants. My friends hated him, he was the schools player, gorgeous eyes, stylish brown hair, body to die for and just the type of guy i'd fall for. This went on until I was 17! I was mature enough to realise this was never going anywhere so i ended it with him. At first he didn't buy it, he though i'd come runningback at the click of his fingers, but when he noticed i meant it the tables turned. He admitted he had fallen in love with me when we were 18. Not long after we were in a serious relationship. We were in love and we moved in together not long after that. Life was great with Jamie, he treated me like a princess, we would go out together to clubs and spend the whole night together, not even acknowledging the fact others were even there. We were inseperable for the next few years untill my birthday June 5th. Lets think back to that night, shall we?
