this chapter will be both the rickiana and jariana chapter. but, in the further chapters i will increase the intensity of the "triangle" and it will all make a better sense
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"Ariana"
"What?" I asked, biting my lips
"I know we're engaged, and I know you don't have feelings for me, so what do you think of having a relationship out of all this?" Justin said, scratching the back of his neck "I think I like someone"
I blinked in shock "How about Selena?"
"I don't know," he put his hands in his pockets"She might've had someone else."
"Here's the deal, we could have TOTALLY separate relationships out of all this okay?"
"What's the catch?"
He rolled his eyes and said " Fine, I'm just trying to get Hailey"
"So-o uh, y-you like her?" I stuttered
"Maybe."
What is this feeling? I used to know I don't like him, but now I feel uneasy and I've never felt so unsure about my feelings. Now that he liked Hailey, I wonder how I feel. Is this jealousy?
I shrugged off, nodded at him, and went to the living room
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I called Ricky to come over and pick me up so we could go somewhere
at about 7, I was ready to go. I wore a cute crop top and a flowy short skirt with a pair of white vans [damn ari, back at it again with the white vans HAHAHAH]
"Well, you look good, where ya goin?"
"I'm going out with Ricky"
"That jerk" I heard him mumble
I rolled my eyes " What's between you two anyw-"
*ding dong* *ding dong*
I opened the door and saw Ricky all dressed up
"Well you move on quickly" Justin said behind me. I ignored him and gave ricky a thin smile
"So, where do you want to go?"
"Uhh I'm thinking we could go watch a movie while being inside that car thing, I sound stupid but you know what I mean"
"Yea I do" I chuckled a bit
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"It's weird that they're still playing titanic" He said trying to break the silence
"What? It's romantic dude, don't you like it?" I said, rolling my eyes and continued watching the movie
"I liked romantic ever since I met you."
He held my face and stroked my lips. Our face just a few centimeters away, I could smell his peppermint breathe, breathing faster than usual. Then, he just came right up to me and pressed his lips to mine. I kissed him back, asking my self, why am I not feeling the feeling? I don't have the burst inside of me. Is this my moment?
We continued for long until I pulled away, he looked confused
"Why'd you pull away?"
Well my first kiss didn't end up in the way I wanted. I thought I would feel a spark, but I never felt it.
"I-You, did you feel anything?"
"There is this thing inside me, and it usually beats slowly but now, its going a little too fast"
He took my hand and slowly put my palm on his chest, it was beating,fast.
"You poetic dork" I joked and hit his chest slightly
He put his arms around my shoulder and gave me a kiss on my forehead " Love you too, dork"
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I arrived home, feeling dreamy as heck. It was my first kiss, It was somehow giving me the feels, but no spark.
I went to the couch and saw Justin asleep
"Wake up, potato head" I slapped his arms a little, sitting on the very little space left on the couch
"Wake up boo boo buns" I pinched his cheeks in a very soft way
"Just-"
"Mom, I don't want to wake up.." he mumbled. Then, the next thing I know, is he pulled me onto him, hugging me and putting me against his chest. Does he do this to his mom?
I turned around to look at him when he gently opened his eyes "Hi.."
"uh, sorry to wake you, I'll just hea-"
"No, stay here with me for a while"
That moment on, my heart beat like a drum, I think he could even hear it. It was like my heart is going to fall off somehow
He touched my cheeks and cupped it on his huge arms. I felt comfortable like this. Even though we were on a couch, barely fitting the both of us on it.
We stared at each other for long until-
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He's not even mine! (jariana)
FanfictionAriana and Justin,two 23 year olds, were forcedly engaged by their family. Well what happens when they keep this as a secret, and all the bumps in this so called relationship going through? After all, the good girl could always fall for the bad boy...
