i do not

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I was on the shower, chilling as if no one is waiting for me outside, tamad na tamad akong kumikilos at nag-aayos ng aking sarili, sa bawat pag-aapura sakin ng aking kaibigan na si May ay mas lalo ko pang binabagalan at alam kong inis na inis na sya sakin dahil malapit nya na wasakin ang pinto ng CR ko sa kakakatok.

kaye! tara na kasi malelate na tayo sa kasal ni dianne.

teka nga lang..alam mo namang wala kong paki. kayo lang naman tong nagpilit na pumunta ko kaya maghintay ka jan..

whatever you say. kelangan nating magmadali..baka magtampo na satin yun.

oo na. ito na. lumabas ako ng CR na basang basa pa ang buhok at lalo nya kong sinamaan ng tingin na makita nyang tamad na tamad ako sa kilos ko, dahan dahan akong naglakad sa aking walk in closet at nagpatuyo na muna ng buhok, sinasadya ko talagang bagalan para lalo syang asarin, nilapitan nya ko at sinabunutan ako ng pabiro

ano ba naman Kaye? di mo ba talaga bibilisan ang kilos mo? iiwan na talaga kita dito. nakapewang nyang sermon sakin.

sige, iwan mo ko, di mo ko makikita don. banta ko naman.

napapailing na tumingin sya sakin, alam kong pikon na pikon na sya sakin kaya mabilis akong pumili ng damit at nagbihis, mahirap na baka kung ano ng magawa sakin ng babaeng toh. Naglagay lang ako ng manipis na make up, nagsuot ng sandals at niyaya na syang umalis.

BTW! I'm Kaye. A wedding hater. You know why? I just don't want to experience it, a very bad experience happen to me a very long time ago, no one knows about it, And now, no one can break Kimberly Faith Solomon's heart. i do experience having a boyfriend, but i break up with him when he try to ask me to marry him. He can fvcked me many times as he want but he can't make my say I do, I will never. And now, i'm here with May, attending the wedding of our beloved friend. I really don't want to come. but friends are friends. they will never listen when you say you don't wanna, they will curse you to death. they say maybe i change my mind and get married soon. married my a*s. they know i will never ever.

the wedding ceremony is already over when we arrive, that's why the two of them is cursing me like there's no tomorrow..

bakit ba ako ang sinisisi nyo? blame the traffic and not me..

ang bagal mo kasi kumilos..

look kaye, we know you hate wedding, can't i be an exception, you're my friend, and it's a very special day of my life, why not come early to see me walking down the aisle and kiss my husband.

whatever. you know i don't wanna be part of this crap. if only you're not my friend, i will never come here just to see you. i don't even want to hear all your vows, that's all a lie after all.

hey kaye, stop that. we should atleast support our friend on her wedding day. this is her moment, let's not talk about it. what important is, we still come and just late. dianne, congratulations, i know you're the happiest girl in town today, your gown fits you well.

thanks May. you really know how to appreciate beauty.

okay girls, come over here, i'm about to throw my flowers.

don't wanna. tamad na sabi ko

KAYE!!! galit na tinignan ako ni Dianne

i roll my eyes on them.

oo na. sabi ko nalang, wala naman akong magagawa..

hindi ko alam kung nang-aasar lang ang tadhana. dahil pagkabato ni dianne ng bulaklak ay lumakas ang ihip ng hangin at hindi ko na alam kung ano ng nangyari dahil nasa kamay ko na ang mga bulaklak at narinig ko nalang ang malakas na palakpakan ng mga tao.

oh my gosh kaye, ikaw na ang susunod.

i gave them my deadly glare and hand them over the flower and walk out..

bwisit talaga. sa dinami dami ng babae bakit sakin pa?

after walking out i bumped into something hard. i was cursing the hell out of me because i almost fell, thanks god he got my arm on time.

you okay?

yeah.

why in a hurry? the celebrations not over yet.

i don't care. i really have to go out of this place. geez.

he chuckles and i found it really sexy, i look at him and damn! can't find the right words to describe him.

by the way, I'm Carlo.

Kaye!

I offer my hand for a hand shake but he hug and kissed my cheeks instead.

I guess I found the soon to be Mrs.Alcantara

I turned my sexy back, show him my middle finger and walk away..

i heard him laugh. and that laugh makes me turn around and gave him a wink.

lalapitan nya na sana ko but i run, blew him a kiss, got my keys, open my car, and disappear.

while driving my car his laughter is the only thing i heard.

that man sends me shiver..

while driving, my phone ring, dianne's calling.

hey!

so you meet him ha!

who?

carlo! the hottest boy in town.

you know him?

of course, he is my college friend.

ok!

he wants to meet you again, i'll set you a date.

ok!

ok? anong ok? i mean, ok lang ang sasabihin mo? well, i gave him your number.

ok, but tell him i don't say i do.

what?

just in case he's looking for a lifetime chenez, you know i won't say i do just the way you did.

baliw! naisip mo agad na yayayain ka nyang magpakasal.

i told you. just in case.

okay okay. the guess is looking for me na, i have to hang up.

ok! good luck for your honeymoon, don't moan too loud.

oh shut up.

i laugh so hard. i know she's already as red as an apple. so she hangs up.

wala pang 3 minutes na binaba ko ang tawag ni Diane ay tumawag naman sakin si May.

Walangya ka talagang babae ka! Iniwan mo na talaga ko dito? srsly? We haven't eaten yet. pasigaw na sabi ni May

Oh Hello May!

Wag mo kong mahello hello jan Kimberly.

Alam kong galit na sya sakin kaya buong pangalan ko na ang binanggit nya, I don't want to argue with her so i hang up my phone and continue driving.

But after 5minutes may tumatawag na naman sakin. Shems! hirap talaga maging maganda maya't maya tinatawagan, It was an unregistered number so I didn't answer it. After a minute I receive a text message but I ignored it. I just continue driving, i'll just check it later pero wala pa yatang 2minutes natawag na naman sya maybe it's really urgent so i answered it.

Hello Kaye!

My heart beats faster as I heard a familliar voice over the phone, I immediately push the break of my car to stop, It was as if a music to my ears, I wonder why when it was just almost an hour when I bumped into him.

But suddenly it feels like I knew him for so long.