Lost Love

'The Perfect Plan'

" Ben's Prov"

I know it's really player like to date all these girls and then dump them after 3 days. But the only reason is because I can't get my mind off this one girl I know I can't have ever.I know I can never have her as my girlfriend and she will never want to be my girl because I was stupid 9 years ago. You see when I was 10 and so was she we used to be best friends since we were born but now we don't even make eye contact.I started to get deep feelings for her but I was to afraid to tell her. So I told her we can't be friends anymore, I though it would solve all the problems but it just made it worse. I lost her forever we could be happy together but I had to be stupid! So now I use all these other girls to get my mind off her but it doesn't work. I have to face the fact that I am in love with ASHLEY RAE JONSON! I love her long golden blond hair and big brown eyes. She is just perfect in everyway posible. I have to get her back I need her.

I know what to do I smiled at myself. But first... "hey Jessica" from my phone "hey ben"she said "we have to break up"I said trying to sound sad "ok but you can always come back" she stated "ok" I said and hung up. Now we can start my plan to get her back with me. This has to work or I am never going out with a nother girl again. In my life! I love her with all my heart! I smile at myself thinking of the rest of the plan