Little One (Zalfie Fanfic)

No one ever comes

Zoes pov

I woke up and cheaked my notifications on my phone. I was tagged in this video by loads of people so I cheaked it out. It was a video about me. I sat up on my bed and watched the video. Once I realised what it was about my throat became dry and I was uncontrollably sweating. This video said I was a slut who should kill herself. It said I had slept with Marcus, Casper and Felix! I began to have a panic attack. I couldn't breath, I had a tightness in my chest and my head was aching. I kept on watching, it said I was a fake, ugly and fat. I couldn't help but think that what the haters were saying was true. I looked myself in the mirror and said "You are ugly. You are fat. You are stupid. You are nothing..." I gritted my teeth underneath my lips. No one cares about me. It was true I am nothing and I mean nothing to no one. I ran into the bathroom and grabbed one of the razors out of the guest cupboard. I scratched myself with it all over my legs, then worked my way up to my stomach. I was bleeding, I quickly panicked and grabbed some wipes and tried my best to cover up what I had caused. I didnt regret it though. I deserved to be long gone out of this world. I should be dead. What was I doing here? I quickly grabbed my pajama bottoms and headed down stairs. I tried to forget about what happened and continued my day being a bit on edge. Alfie soon waked up and gave me a hug. He pecked me on the cheeks and made me some toast with jam. I hoped that he didn't realise that I was acting a bit off.

Alfies pov

After I woke up and went down stairs I sensed that Zoe wasn't being herself. Achually I knew that Zoe wasn't being herself. "Little one, are you ok?" I asked. "Yeh... Im fine" she said nervously. "Zoe I know you, your not ok, is it the mean comments again?" "Ok Alfie please don't get mad but..." I suddenly became worried. "I won't just please tell me" she sighed and took of her pajama pants and top. She had scratches and dry blood all over her. "Zoe... How could you do this to yourself" she looked down and answered me " Because I'm ugly, because I'm fat, be-because I'm not perfect, because... I'm nothing." I thought what she said was wrong. Zoes the opposite of all those things, but obviously she didn't think that.
I tried to stop her but she just left, I couldn't do anything.

Zoes pov

I ran out of the room and grabbed all of my stuff with me. I slipped on my clothes and headed home in a taxi. I had no makeup on and was in my pajamas but I didn't care, it wouldn't of made a difference if I was fully done up anyway. I was trying to contain my sobbing through out the journey home but it was impossible. Once I finally arrived at my flat I went to the kitchen grabbed a box of lucky charms and sat on my couch watching some christmas movies, hoping my mood would lightern a bit. I couldn't of been more wrong. This was the worst day of my life. I was so stupid to tell Alfie about my self harming but I thought I could trust him. I was proven wrong once again. I am never good enough. I'm always doing something wrong. I was about to loose hope on things getting better. Why did I mess up everything? Whats wrong with me?! I needed someone to care. Just one person. No one was there. Just me. Alone. Desperate for someone. No one came. No one ever comes.

By ZalfieFanfiic xx
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