Suicide ~ Liam Payne Fanfiction

I was standing on the edge of my balcony, I had climbed over the railing earlier. It felt like I was standing there for hours, but I'm sure it only have been seconds. I inhaled the cold London air and I closed my eyes. After so much pain i had felt in my life i was ready to jump.  

I was ready to finally do it. So often I was standing here ready to jump but I was afraid of it. So often I had started to cut my wrists open but I never was brave enough to do it completely. But now I am.

Some people say that people who commit suicide are selfish or just want attention. People who say that haven't been bullied since they are in ground school. These people hadn't to watch how their whole family got murdered right in front of their eyes. These people have everything they wanted.

They don't know what I’ve been through.

I was ready to fly. I was ready to see my family again.

I was ready.

I put the first hand down from the railing, then I heard someone scream „PLEASE DONT JUMP“ I frowned. I checked all the balcony's around before and I didn't saw anyone. „think of it again“ this time the voice was closer. He had a soft deep voice. „think of your friends or your family who would miss you“ I closed my eyes again as a tear rolled down my cheek. I heard that he was climbing over to my balcony. „There is no one who would miss me.“ I spoke silently my voice cracking. I heard him getting closer but i didn't really mind. I wanted to jump but something about his voice was calming me. “There is sure someone please don't do it!” he was now directly behind me, I just kept my eyes closed. He moved his hands slowly over the railing and on my sides holding me too the railing so I wont fall even if I tried too. I squeezed my eyes shut tight. He lifted me up with ease, I don't know why but I just let him do. He carried me away a few meters from the railing, and then he did something that I never had expected, he wrapped his arms around me and hugged me. I stand there frozen for a few seconds before I laid my arms around him and relaxed a bit.

We stood there for a few minutes then he pulled away and I looked up to him for the first time. He had short brown hair and he has obviously been sleeping before because it was all messy, I think normal he wore it to a kinda quiff. He had chocolate brown eyes and a quite big nose but it fitted him good. He had his eyebrows narrowed together and he looked a bit shocked but also worried. He was about 3.5 inch bigger than me. He had a very muscular body and he was only wearing a boxer short and a white t-shirt.

When I realized that I was starring I snapped up and looked in his eyes again. „Please don't call the hospital I don't want to go there again.” he nodded slowly. He looked down at me and stayed silent. I tried my hardest not to cry but I failed. The tears started to stream down my face. He looked down at me and hugged me again. He stroke over my back.

He comforted me somehow. And he was hugging me, no one ever hugged me since years.

But it was kinda awkward, I have never seen him before, I don't even know his name, and he is hugging me and i'm crying into his shoulder.

After a while he dragged me inside my flat again. I sat down on the couch and he sat down next to me. He looked down at his hands for a while before his gaze met mine again. „Do you want to tell me?” he asked with a softly and caring voice.

AUTHORS NOTE

hi guys I hope you like it so far. This is my first Wattpad story ever and I don't know if I get many reads but I hope even if there aren’t much people reading this that these few people like it

Much love xx

PS: Sorry that it was a bit depressing but there are going to be more parts like that.

PPS: sorry for any grammatical mistakes English isn't my first language.