Suicide ~ Liam Payne Fanfiction

Suicide ~ Part 2 ~

„Do you want to listen?“ I looked up at him. He nodded slowly „My name is Faith by the way“ I said silently. „Liam,“ he muttered “Faith, a cute name!” he smiled weakly trying to cheer everything up a bit. “are you religious? Or your parents because of your name?” I didn't want to start a conversation with him I just wanted him to leave me alone so I can think of another way to commit suicide without someone seeing it.

I looked at my hands and nodded, hoping he would get it that I don't want to talk. But he didn't. He kept asking me question and I would just answer them with one or two words. “Faith, please tell me why you wanted to do this earlier!” I didn't want to but I knew he wouldn't give up. I sighed. “Okay but its a kinda long story.” I played with my fingers. “It's okay I have time.” he simply stated. I thought a bit and then started to talk. “I always got bullied in school. Everyone said I'm just a stupid whore and I don't deserve to live. There have been some guys who also kicked me sometimes. But I had an amazing family, wonderful parents a great sister which I could tell everything. In the summer when I was eleven years old..” I looked up at him to see if he is still listening. He looked down at me, he had his hands put on his knees, showing off his bicep perfectly. A vein stood out at his neck up to his chin. He had a bit facial hair meaning he didn't shave for a few days. He had a gorgeous face I must say and his eyebrows furrowed together slightly. He looked kinda...hot. Oh god Faith no I don't know him maybe he is trying to kill me, well seriously I wouldn't even mind but I never had a crush on anyone. I always was by myself. I never tried to find friends or talk to people. “Faith?” I snapped up from my thoughts. “Sorry.” I blushed slightly. He just made me blush.

I tried to forget it and started talking again. “Well my parents thought it would be funny to go camping. We packed our bags and got two big tents and just drove somewhere in the wood. The first night went great we had fun. I was sleeping in a tent with my sister while my parents shared the other one. But in the second night about 2 am my sister needed to pee so she got out of the tent. I woke up but I stayed inside. When she was walking back she saw a man in front of our tent. She immediately thought it was my dad so she asked him why he was still up, but apparently it wasn't my dad. It was a man with a gun. He told her to be quiet or he will shoot her. She started screaming. My parents then got out of they tent and tried to rescue her but it was too late. I stayed in the tent because I was afraid. But I looked out of the window and saw everything. He killed my whole family, everyone except me. I stayed in the tent the whole night crying silently because I was afraid that he was still there. I must have fallen asleep because the next thing I know is how I woke up in a hospital..” I didn't recognize it until now that tears are streaming down my face. Liam got up and he was sitting down next to me again. He hugged me and I laid my face in his chest and just cried for a while. “This is horrible” he said while stroking over my back. He hold me close and I felt safe. No one has ever tried to comfort me or something.

It felt good to tell somebody how I was really feeling. We stayed like this for a while and I just cried into his shoulder silently.

“Faith, I don't want to leave you alone I'm afraid that you do something to yourself. Is it okay if I stay?” I just nodded because I didn't want him to leave he was so nice to me.

About an hour later I fell asleep on his shoulder and I felt him lay me down on the couch and put a blanket over me. I smiled to myself as I felt the couch move up a bit as he laid down next to me.

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