Magic City

Lost Angeles

Their conversation went like this ..

Unknown Number : Fuck that bitch. u know u missed me

Keem : Natasha , I already told you I'm happy with her . what he had was in the past.

'Natasha' : so then u was happy with her tonight at the club?

Keem : Yes

Her : so u was happy with her when u was grabbin all on my ass n tryna kiss up on me then?

Keem : stop

Her : nah . U know u miss me! just get rid of her. she ain't shit!

Keem : I said stop . and I can't just get rid of her

Her : I can . Meet me at the club after my shift over. Make sure u put that bitch to bed first

Keem : Whatever.

That was the night I woke up in a fuckin alley way cause of him. Oh , but then this shit got better .

Natasha : I wanna fuck u baby

Keem : Lol, oh word?

Natasha : yes , I need u inside me right now. come take care of this pussy

Keem : I'm gettin somethin to eat , im bouta head back to the hospital

Natasha : come eat me ;)

Keem : Tati waiting on me

Natasha : Fuck her! come to me papi ;)

Keem : Bitch you not even spanish

Natasha : whatever , just come here

Keem : make this shit quick hoe .

That dirty , lying ass nigga ! I swear , imma kill him . He was fucking this dirty ass bitch while I was in the hospital because of him , worried sick about him . Then he came and spent the night with me after he fucked her ? Oh hell nah . I scrolled down and read every single goddamn conversation in the phone . "Never been unfaithful , huh ?" I said to myself . "Ha" , I shook my head . Nigga was fucking 4 of my friends , my cousin , my ex-bestfriend and 3 strippers . I stood up and walked into Celeste room . "Look at this shit !" , I said throwing the phone on her bed . She grabbed the phone and read the conversation with Natasha , then she scrolled down and saw the rest . Her jaw dropped . "Oh no" , she looked at me in disbelief . "Oh baby" , she stood up and hugged me . "I'm so sorry" , she said . I thought about everything Keem ever said to me . I thought about how they were all lies . I broke down crying in her arms . Chanelle walked in the room , "What's wrong ?" , she asked hugging me .

Celeste explained everything to Chanelle . "Oh no ! Where the fuck he at ?" she yelled . "I don't know .." , I said . Abel walked in the room , "Woah .." he looked over at me and saw me crying . He kneeled down and picked my head up . "I don't know why you're crying .. And I'm not sure if I wanna know . But please stop." , he said , Abel wiped my tears . That was the first time in years that he actually did something nice for me. "Stay strong girl , keep ya head up ." , he said and walked over to sit on the bed . "Now what's this all about ?" he asked . Chanelle explained everything to her husband . He was just as surprised as the rest of us . "But no one say anything .." , I said . "Act as if none of this happened .. Ima bring it up tonight , when he gets home ." They all looked at me like I was crazy but they agreed .

5 Hours Later*

Keem's car pulled into the driveway . It was 7:00 p.m. Celeste and Chanelle were seeing a movie , Abel was in his studio making beats for a new album he wants to drop soon . Abel Jr was sleeping and Isabel was sleeping over her grandmother's house . I was sad cause I couldn't see her today , but I'm picking her up tomorrow .

Keem walked up the steps and came into our room . He threw his keys on the dresser and took off his shirt and pants . He plopped down on the bed in his boxers . He was clearly exhausted . I just looked at him . He looked up at me "What ?" he said . I just kept looking at him . "Baby , I'm tired ." , he said . "Then sleep." I told him . "Cuddle with me." , he smiled at me . "Um , later .." I said . "He raised his eyebrows then shrugged it off . He sighed , "Ima take a nap." "Babe," I said . "Yo," he smiled . "Can I ask you something ?" I asked . "Of course" "Do you love me?" "Yeah." "You sure?" "Yes baby." "How much?" "Baby , you're my ride or die . No matter what happens ima stay by your side . No matter what happens ima be with you , ima never let you down." He said , leaning in to kiss me . I pulled away . He looked confused . "What's wrong ?" he sat up in the bed . I looked at him and my eyes started tearing up . "Babe , what happened ?" , he asked . "Did you ever cheat on me ?" I asked . "No baby , why would you ask me that ?" he said . "You never lied to me ?" "No . I always kept it 100" "Fucking liar !" I screamed , "You're lying to me right now . Why lie to me ? You don't fucking love me ! Fuck you . Fuckin dirty bastard !", I yelled , hitting him . "What are you talking about ?!" , he yelled , grabbing me . "You was fuckin that bitch Candy from the club ! Get the fuck off me" , I pulled away from him . He stared at me with his mouth wide open . "What ? Man , see Tati that's that shit I'm talkin' bout ! You always assuming things ! The fuck wrong with you girl ?!" "The fuck wrong with me ?? Nigga fuck wrong with you ?! You was fucking the whole city behind my fucking back !" , I threw the phone at him . "Your sd card & sim card in it . I seen all ya messages with all them lil hoes Keem ." I broke down crying . I sat on the floor just letting my tears flow out , letting everything out . Keem just stood there dumbfounded . I was crying like a baby .

"Keem I wasted 3 years on you .. for what ? You was just another nigga , all like the rest of them , after one thing .. I actually trusted you . You was the only nigga I ever trusted ! And you gonna play me like that ? Nigga I loved your yella ass ! I actually thought about marrying you to ! And you just gonna play the shit outta me like this . Man , when we go back home we DONE . I don't want SHIT to do with you ." , I got up and picked up my phone . I put my sd and sim card back in it . I threw his shit in his face . Then I wiped my tears and walked into the bathroom .

I looked in the mirror . I felt lke shit , I looked like shit to . My eyes were puffy and red . My nose was runny , and my head hurt from all the crying . My hair was a mess , my side where my stiches were was hurting like hell . I popped 4 pain killers , twice the amount I was supposed to . But I didn't give a fuck . I drank a glass of water and sat on the floor . I couldn't cry no more . My body was drained of all my tears . I thought to myslef , I finally made it to LA , but I felt lost . I felt sick , I had a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach . I thought I was gonna throw up . I layed down right there , on the bathroom floor . I started dozing off , I was exhausted ..