Your Nerdy Girl

Aching Heart

This chapter contains unapropriate words and scenes.Only for mature readers.Okay maybe you will all read it but know that you read on your own risk.Enjoy.
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It was 6:30 when I woke up.I couldn't sleep.
Jackson saw me naked.
He is going to tell everybody in the school and my life will come to its end.

Poor me .....

When I got ready, I headed to school.
I didn't have an appetite.
My mom was worried about me and asked:

"Sweetie, are you sick?You didn't eat this morning."

"No,mommy.Don't worry. It's just that I have overfeed myself last night."

"Okay then.Have a nice day."

*At school*
When I entered school everyone was staring at me.Maybe because my hair was down and not in a ponytail.Or maybe Jackson opened his big mouth...

I need to find him...

*Three hours later*
Jackson was nowhere to be found.For some reason I began to worry.But for what?

For my secret or for Jackson?With that I decided to go home and wait for him to come back at his house.

"Four hours later*
I was done with my homework.I watched Netflix but I couldn't enjoy it because of worry.

Then I decided to go to his house and ask his parents where he could be.

Dressed in huge sweatpants and a sweater with title Pizza Lover I headed to his home.

His mother opened the door.She was worried.
''Hello Rose.", she said sadly.
"How can I help you?"

"Do you know where Jackson is?", I asked her.

"He told me that he will be with his friends at school.
They were going to play a basketball match or something like that.
But he told me that 4 hours ago.
I am really worried.
He doesn't pick up his phone.What should I do?"

"Look, don't worry.I will go to school and look around.
If he isn't there I will call you and after that you will call the police immediately. Okay?"

"Okay.Please find him."

With these words I ran to my car and speed off.

*At school*
When I arrived at school ,everything was dark.But it wasn't silent at all. Laughing filled the air.

When I looked where it came from I saw a group of boys and girls kissing and drinking.They were playing Truth or Dare.

But Jackson wasn't there. Suddenly a loud moan was heard.

"WOOOOW.That boy Jackson knows how to fuck bitches am I right.",one of the boys said while laughing and cheering.

The others started too.
For some reason I couldn't believe.I wanted to see it with MY eyes.

Running to where the moans came from,I saw Jackson fucking a girl.

She was screaming of pleasure while Jackson moaned:"Rosee..mm...Rose"

Tears formed in the corners of my eyes and started falling down my face.

I had a limp in my throat.

I couldn't speak.I just cried and covered my mouth with my hands.

When both of them came, Jackson turned around and saw me.He's eyes widen.I was standing there the whole time while they were having sex.

"I'm sorry that I have interrupted you."

That was the only thing I said before running away.He tried to chase after me but his pants were pulled down and he could barely walk.

When he put them on their right place he tried to run after me but he couldn't catch me.
I was already in my car and driving away.

When I reached our neighbourhood, I slowed down.I didn't want Jackson's mom to see me crying.

She would have thought that something horrible happened.

I wiped away the tears and got off the car.Then,when I reached her home, I softly knocked on the door.

It was less than thirty seconds when she opened the door.

"What happened?", she asked shaking.

"Don't worry.He was having fun.I can guarantee you that." I fake smiled.

"Oh okay....When is he going to be home?"

I remembered that he chased after me but maybe he decided to go for another round.

"Maybe in 5 -10 min.", I responded.

"Okay.Thank you,Rose.For everything.

"No I should be the one thanking you. You opened my eyes about Jackson and I learned new things about him"

"Okay then. Glad to hear that."she said while closing the door.

With that I headed to my house, went to my room, turn off the lights and started crying.

But what was I crying for?Why was my heart aching so much?

To be continued.....