For the love of Murder

I think I could fall for him

Chapter 4:

Sarah’s POV

I looked at those amazing green eyes, still holding my hand I couldn’t help but feel odd my heart felt so safe and secure yet my brain kept shouting “stupid bitch get the fuck out of this place and leave! He wants to kill you!”

But I was frozen, not knowing what thoughts were crossing my mind I was just so flabbergasted!

A thought crossed my mind, if this guy wasn’t planning on killing ,I am pretty sure I would try and be his and make him mine.

“Don’t be stupid Sarah” said my conscious. How I hated my brain and conscious right now, they were ganging up on me!

Instead of telling this beautiful looking man that I was well attracted to him in some unknown way instead I just took my hand out from beneath his. My hand was now cool and shivering a little I think. I enjoyed it under his, was that so bad? I then wondered what the rest of him felt like. I needed to stop these perverted thoughts so I shook my head hoping it would leave and just my luck they didn’t, in fact they got worse. And during this argument with myself and my brain he just looked a little shocked and sad and then the emotion was gone and then all of a sudden he broke the silence with a straight face he asked “anything wrong Sarah” how is it that my name was being said by somebody who wanted to kill me and it sounded so right. Then my mouth opened by itself and just said with such attitude, “well what do you think! Doesn’t take a genius to fucking recognise the problem here! So next time you want to hold my hand maybe you should take the normal route and ask me to dinner and bond a bit and maybe even get to know me a little, but instead you had to call me unannounced repeatedly, which by the way irritated the fuck out of me and then after about 11 days of this constant calling you threaten my life! OH I am so sorry…. So do you want to hold my hand again Mr…” I was so shocked was I really capable of sounding that rude, the last time l was so rude happened to be when I caught Luke cheating for the 13 time. I can’t even believe I stayed with that tool!

To that whole dramatic scene I just made in that bar I was so surprised to find him rather at ease but then his face turned a shade next to tomato red. All that he said which struck me like a lightning bolt was “Little Miss Perfect I apologies to ruin your dramatic rant but in fact I have known you for years so I don’t have to get to know you a little, when I actually know a lot, some of which you wouldn’t suspect but maybe next time just shhhhhhhh.”

My mouth opened in shock, while his mouth curved upwards into a hard smile.

How dare he talk to me like I was 2 I’m not a baby I am pretty sure I would understand normal talk…

“What are you planning on doing to me!?” I asked, needing to know if he was planning on killing me know or later.

“Oh wouldn’t you like to know.” He winked now with a full blown smile on his face.

This was crazy… was he bipolar or something one minute he was threatening my life and the next he is making little jokes expecting me to laugh or whatever but I will not fall for him or his not funny jokes! Well that is if I can control my hormones… then the next second I burst into a little giggle… great hormones were stronger than I thought!

Fuck!

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fan

tell me if i should even carry on