lost

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                                                   I open my eyes .

all I see is dark I wonder why could I be lost.

As I run through the world looking for a way out I run straight into something people would say is not a way out . 

I don't know what i'm looking for maybe it's love or faith, but all I  see is people standing over me .

something is wet I can feel it , it's my tears omg did I cry ? 

why i'm I crying I feel like shit I look like shit wtf just happen?

I still hear music as I lay there in pitch black on something that's very soft I can't put my finger on it than it hit's me omg.

There is no way out once  it happen it''s with you forever the hope that you had is now long gone .

The love you had is just a set back you put in your mind to keep the pain away.

as the pain keeps hitting you you're left to scream and cry all along .

no one to hold you or say it will be ok it's just you.

than that's when it hits you that the lost feeling you have is because 

you just got  RAPED... SO that's why your lost.

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