So I don't know if anyone will actually ever read this I just need to get this out. So I am currently in an online relationship and the only way I can talk to my boyfriend is through phone conversations. Thing is, he lost his phone for a while and when he found it, his parents took it away because his grades are slipping. I'm not going to break up with him over this, it's not like he can control this. He could bring his grades up but, I understand that that's hard. My grades aren't the best either. I just miss him.
And then I don't know why, but I left a safety pin in my bed. I'm not sure what possessed me to do it but the point of the pin ended up getting dragged across my arm multiple times. I've never done this before and frankly, it kinda scares me because it felt good. Now I have to cover up the lines but I can't get it out of my head. I want to feel it again.
So that's what's going on in my life. I'm kinda feeling a little bit better now that I've gotten this out. Still miss Cuddles though...
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De TodoJust because I need a place to vent. And wattpad is a convenient little place. I really don't expect anyone to read this. It's just me letting out steam. It helps to just get it out.
