PART 1
Randhir was all broken after knowing about his parents divorce...
He just couldn't handle the pain... use lagne laga tha jaise vo zindgi me kabhi khush nahi ho sakta... use hamesha dard hi mila hai or milta rahega...
He was crying silently in the library... jab Sanyukta vaha enter hui.
abhi abhi exams khatam hue the so padhai ka koi tension nahi tha.. is lie library me bhi Randhir ke alava or koi bhi nahi tha...
Sanyukta ne Randhir ko kone me beth ka raote hue dekha... her heart ached... She couldn't bare tears in his eyes... she remembered the scene when he hugged her desperately in the lab... as if she was the last hope... nd after that day don't know why but Sanyukta has started feeling about Randhir... don't know vo pyaar tha... concern tha yaa kya tha... but itna final tha ke Sanyukta ab randhir ko itna sad nahi dekh sakti thi..
Vo Randhir ke paas aai... Randhir was lost in his own thoughts... so he didn't notice her.. Sanyukta sit beside him. Now Randhir realised her presence. usne turant apne aansu poche or khada ho gaya... He was about to leave but Sanyukta hold his hand... He stopped. Sanyukta stood up.
Sanyukta: Randhir...
Randhir: Plz Sanyukta... mujhe abhi tumse koi baat nahi karni. mujhe akela chod do.
sanyukta: kaise chod du tumhe akela?? tum abhi kis haal se guzar rahe ho.. tum par kyaa beet rahi hai ye sab kuch janne ke baad kaise chod du tumhe??... bolo Randhir...
Randhir just stared at her... they both were lost in each other. some unknown feeling ... some unknown but strong bonding...
Sanyukta was first who came out from their trance.
Sanyukta: amm... vo me... me ye bolne aai thi ke... exams r over.
Randhir: what..?? exams...!
Sanyukta: vo.. mera matlab hai exams to khatam ho gai to tum abhi is waqt yaha kya kar rahe ho?
Randhir: kuch nahi... bas apne akelepan se samjota kar raha hun... he sighed.
Sanyukta felt very bad for him. She put her hand on his shoulder...
Sanyukta: Randhir... aisa mat bolo plzz... me hu tumhare sath... tum akele nahi ho.
Randhir smiled sadly.
Randhir: sab yahi kehte hai... or baad me mujhe chot de kar chale jate hai. tum bhi vahi karogi... sab karte hai...
nd before Sanyukta could say smthing he left frm there.
Sanyukta: nahi Randhir... iss baar nahi. iss baar tum akele nahi ho.. or naa hi kabhi rahoge. ab me hu tumhare sath... always n forever.
Sanyukta's mind: Ye mujhe kya ho raha hai?? me Randhir ke lie... vo dukhi hota hai to dard mujhe kyun ho raha hai..?? kahi mujhe usse pyaar...!!!
nd she started blushing... yess I love him. I always did... bus mujhe ye ehsaas abhi ho raha hai...
ab me or jyada der nahi karungi... use apne dil ki baat batane me.
but kya vo bhi mujhse pyaar karta hai...!!!
n ye soch ke her smile gone.
again... her mind: are Sanyu... jab tak usse apne dil ki baat batayegi nahi tab tak kaise pata chalega ki vo tere bare me kya feel karta hai... to jaa or bata use.
ye mind war or bhi aage chalti but tabhi Kaustuki use dhundhte vaha aa gai...
Kaustuki: Sanyu...