So I'm due any day now and I've got everything ready for when Arizona is ready.
It still hurts knowing that Cameron won't be part of her life. Maybe if I told him? But we broke up like 9 months ago and I don't think I should I mean he hasn't made any effort and he has contacted me so... Anyway if I did tell him what would I say? "Hey Cameron I'm giving birth to your daughter."
"Hey lex" Kacee says. Kacee has been staying with me to help me out and to get ready for when Arizona comes. "Hey" I say. I finally get up and go to my bed. After awhile of laying there I fall asleep.
*Dream*
"Happy 16th birthday Lexi!!!" My family and friends yell. Then Cameron came up to me grabbing my waist "happy birthday beautiful." He said kissing me. Everyone partied all night, but Cameron and I snuck up to my room and had skittle fun.
"Happy 17th." Cameron and Kacee said. Cameron leaned on and started kissing me "yeah so I'll leave you two too it." Kacee said walking out and I laughed. "I love you Cameron Dallas." I say. "I love you too Lexi always and forever." He says. "Always and forever."
*nightmare*
"I'm sorry Lexi" "don't go." "I'm pregnant." "Get out of my house. I raised you better."
"Where is my daddy?" I asked my mom. "He is at work honey." "He's always at work. I've never even seen him. Is it cause he doesn't love me?" I ask.
"Mommy where is my daddy?" I see young Arizona ask.
*end of nightmare.*
I fell my water break. "Kacee it's time!!!" I yell. She quickly runs in and we get to the car. On the way to the hospital all I could think of is my nightmare where Arizona asked where her dad is. Finally we get to the hospital and I get put into a room.
"Okay. Everything is looking good. Is the father coming?" The doctor asks. " No he's not around." I say. "Oh. Any family?" "Just Kacee." I say. And he nods walking out. "I think we can start pushing in an hour." The nurse said. I nod. "Hey Kacee when I was sleeping I had a night mare it was like I asked my mom where my dad was and she said at work and I said he's always at work I never even see him then I say Arizona and she asked where her dad is. Then my water broke." I say looking at her. "I don't know maybe figure it out when she's older." Kacee said.
*two hours later*
Finally after two hours of pushing I hear the cries of Arizona. "What would you like to name her?" The nurse asked. "Arizona Eva Dallas." I say. She hands me Arizona and she quits crying. She opens her eyes bright blue like mine. Then she smiled Cameron's smile. I smile back. "Hello my beautiful baby girl." After about twenty minutes the nurse took Arizona so we could get some rest.
*the next day*
I got to take ari home and Kacee went back to her house. " Arizona I love you forever and always no matter what. And I promise to do the best I can and provide to best I can for you. Because it's just me and you baby girl." I say kissing her forehead.
