Wahhh," the baby is crying,yet again in her room.why should i care for here ,she put me through pain.i did not even want her so why should i keep her?Well,it's not my fault robbie wants to keep her.i do not want her at all , i never did. Suddenly,a risky idea went through my mind.if i become a druggie,i can be taken away from her,which means i can abandon her.i will never have to see her again.Wait,but what about court,will she be there for all the court and custody meetings.i will just have to go through all of the court meetings,then i will be as far away from her as i can afford.i will NOT move to texas.
This is told in my real mom's perspective of my life.she never did want me,and now she lives in texas.i have not seen her since the age of 2.
