Let Her Go

Prologue

You only know you love her when you let her go. No one ever cherishes anything until it flashes before their eyes. We all get lost in the moment when things are going our way. We push away any of the problems that we are too scared to deal with because we think it's the best choice to do. We push and push until the feeling inside us can't handle it anymore. We break down and act up without having a warning. It all happens so quickly, and in that moment everything can change. Everything and everyone can change, whether we like it or not.

When you're living in that moment, it feels like a blink of an eye during it all. When you look back at it, when you relive that specific moment in time, you can either feel high or low. The pain inside makes you feel like you're being ripped into a million of pieces. You have second thoughts on what you said, what you could have said. You will look back at everything and you wonder if you could have changed from the beginning to fix it all. You wonder if you could have jumped in so you could have gotten what you wanted until it all blew away. 

While you sit and reminisce on the past, you realize how huge of a mistake you made. Whatever you did and whatever the mistake is, you will never be able to take it away. That moment will be burning in the back of your head forever. It will haunt you until you try to make a change. 

We fear of change. We can never face our problems. That's how it all started. We pushed away our problems because we didn't want anything to change. We were content with how things were. Once everything escapes, we try to escape with it. This is the part where it's make it or break it. After that, it'll be hard to change what you have said. Once it's said and done, you can't take it back. Your actions will never be forgiven. You let them go, hoping everything will be fine. 

But you only know you love her, when you let her go.