Sara's POV
Ever since Chloe got that deal with Justin it's been making me wonder about what I want to do in life. I'm thinking about modeling I like taking pictures and I like dressing up. I've also been thinking about Ethan and kinda want to give him another chance. I really liked maybe even loved him he was there and I miss him. He makes me feel safe especially since Jack could come again at anytime.
I am currently looking at modeling agencies I want to explore my options. I had my headphones in also listening to Drake. I kept hearing some thuds and didn't pay attention. That was until my bedroom door snapped open. when I saw who it was my body went cold and I started having a panick attack when I looked into Jack's dark cold eyes.
He just smiled at me and said I'm back. He kept getting closer I tried reaching for my phone but he beat me to it. I scremed help,I screamed Ethans name. But no one came. He threw me on my bed while hovering over me. I couldn't get him off he was too strong.
He started kissing me down my neck while I just cried. He kept going down further and I kept crying more. I tried fighting and screaming but that only got me slapped in the face. He raped me while I sat there helpless wishing I had Ethan by my side.
After an agonizing 2 hours of torture by Jack he finally left. I just layed wrapped up in my sheets crying while trying to process that I've just been raped my abusive ex. I rush out of the bed trying to get the shower as fast as I can to get all of Jack off of me.
I just sit nd cry while scrubbing my body as hard as possible. I don't know what today I want to forget it but I know eventually I have to tell someone I just don't know who that someone is. I decide to attempt to sleep but can't lay in my bed without thinking of him.
I just lay on my floor wrapped in a blanket. I try to fall asleep but fail miserably at it. I think of how rough and how much it hurt whe Jack raped me. I also realized that they're was no protection being used and that I'm not on birth control. When I realize that I start to panic thinking the worst possible thing. I might be pregnant by my rapist.
After trying to calm my self down I decide to take a test tomorrow. I haven't thought about how or if i'll even tell Chloe. After thinking I feel emotionally,physically,and mentally drained. I fall into a deep sleep. As i'm sleepin images Jack and I just keep replaying in my head.
//next morning\\
After a sleepless night the first thing I do is head to Walgreens to get a few pregnancy tests. I walk straight in making sure that I get 3 different ones. I try to hide myself a bit and make my way to check while grabbing a jug of sweet tea.
When I get to the checkout the cashier looks at me a little funny and I can't help but feel a little ashamed of myself but I didn't choose this for my self. I make my way back to my car after paying. As soon as I make to my apt I rush to the bathroom and take all the test out and read the directions.
After reading I start to guzzle through the tea after finishing a little over half it I get the urge to pee. I quickly do my business on the sticks an wait about 10 minutes. I cry thinking about if the results are positive.
After my 10 minutes are up I head back into the bathroom to see what my fate is. I go to look at the test and see all 3 are positive and by this point I'm having a full blown panic attack. I just sit on the bathroom floor shaking uncontrollably. After crying and shaking 5 minutes later a get a call from the local hospital.
Hi is this Sara Gray ? Hi this is she . Umm I'm sorry to inform you but Jack Gilinksy was in a accident and has died I'm so sorry for your loved ones lost. As the words spill her mouth I sit in silence not being able to believe what she has jus told me.
Umm ma'am are you still there. Yes I'm here I choke out. Well I'm sorry for your loss and if you need anything please call us. Um yeah thanks I reply before the line went dead.
Great I murmur to myself I'm pregnant by my rapist slash ex-lover who just died before raping me life is so awesome.* note the sarcasm. Since Chloe is busy I decide to call Ethan I don't know how I feel about him right now but I need someone. Plus I'll call Chloe tomorrow when she gets back from her thing with Justin.
E=Ethan S=Sara
S= hey Ethan could you maybe come over I really need my voice starts to crack has tears slowly run down my already tear stained cheeks.
E=Of course I'll be there in a few minutes
S= okay thanks
A few seconds later Ethan bursts through my door. When I see him I run and just start sobbing all over his shirt. I tell him that we need to talk. But before he lets me he notices the bruise on my face and you can tell he's mad by the way his fist and jaw clenched. Who did it he says in a stern voice.
Well Jack sorta broke in I start and I see how angry Ethan looks. He came in my bedroom I choked out feeling the water works start up again. Ethan he raped me. After I said that Ethan was furious but softened when he saw my face. I sat there crying while he cooed sweet things into my ear while rocking me in his lap. After I calmed down I whispered in his ear that's not all. I told him about how I was pregnant with Jacks baby and that Jack died in a accident today after I took the tests.
I cried for hours on Ethan's chest while he said everything was gonna be okay. He also said that he woud be there for me and my baby if I kept it. For the rest of the night we layed on my couch cuddling with each other just talking . I'm obviously still shaken by what has happened these past 24 hours but I'm gonna try and be strong for myself, Ethan, /chloe , My famiy , and most importantly my baby.
I don't care if it's jacks baby it's my baby nd I would never abort or put my kid up for adoption. I wouldn't be able too that would break me even more than I already am. I go to sleepwith Ethan's arms wrapped around my waist thinking of my new mircle baby inside me and how I'll love it and how I'm glad that I'm away from Jack and that I have a hero like ethan.
I kiss him before falling into peaceful sleep . Yeah I don't think i'll last without Ethan he's my rock and I need him here to help guide me. I just might love him.
A/n Hope you guys enjoy the story I'm trying getting a little lost with this but i'm also thinking about writing a Jariana fanfic also anyways thanks for the views and I hope you enjoy the update.
