The Jedi Witches

Friends at the Jedi Praxeum

A few weeks after coming here, I am getting bored very much trying to train myself and not having friends other than Annetta. Ok so I may have pushed people away when I came here because of what happened along with Annetta but she was forced to work with them because of her training. Unlike me, Luke has been pushing it back until he says it ok because of me just regaining movement. The sun coming in wakes me up and I see that I’m squeezing the hell out of the bear Anthony gave me and I end up throwing it across the room like always.

“Watch were you throw thing!” states a groggily voice getting up and it is a person I haven’t seen and don’t know.

“Sorry,” I reply bringing my knees to my chest. “Why are you here?”

“I brought you back you to your room before you hurt yourself or worse get bitten by Jacen’s crystal snake. You were sleeping walking last night very strangely and crying out for your parents. This bear was the only thing to calm you down once we got back, nerf herder.”

“That bear means nothing to me.”

“Really, didn’t your parents give it to you before they died?”

“No, nothing of mine given to me by my parents survived the fire. It was given to me by a concerned person that new my family very well. And why did you stay in my room once you brought me back?”

“And why shouldn’t I? There is nothing of interest in here; you and your sister keep your rooms bare other than what you brought from your planet. I’m going to breakfast but if you need a place to sit you can sit with me since you seem to sit alone.”

The blonde boy leaves and I take my time getting ready for the day. It’s not as today will be much different, Annetta and the other students will go to a room for a bit while Luke talks and then go out and do what they are supposed to do while I’m confined in here due to some rules for my health put on me. Before I was leaving, Annie is in my door way with her head down.

“Suzie, go back to bed,” she states.

“Why?” I ask. “I’m up and I don’t feel like going back to bed.”

“You hardly sleep if you do, it’s not restful because of the nightmares and I know you are having them more than I am. I wasn’t the one to have her back put to the fire, threatened to be raped, you were. He was fully after you to destroy and nearly died from it. Please just sleep in.”

“Annie, I don’t want to and you can’t force me.”

“I heard you last night having nightmares as always and sleep walking. Besides I’m 5 minutes older than you are so I think I should be able to tell you to go back to bed when you need it. Those dreams can’t be good for you resting.”

“I get it your concerned about me but this certainly will pass in time like dad has always said when I have had nightmares before. Now I’m hungry.”

She allows me out and we do sit together but we always do for breakfast at least since sometimes she eats with friends that she has made here. Breakfast is Annie trying to get me to go back to sleep after this but she has to leave for the lesson making me stay in the cafeteria for now before deciding to see Mara. She is in the main office looking at something that they keep saying is a data pad.

“Mara,” I start and she looks up.

“What do you want, Susanna?” she asks. “Another bad dream?”

“When will I start training? I’m getting bored with just being here and not being trained even if is simple stuff along with being stuck in here. Why am I not being trained right now?”