Sleeping With Demons

Part 9: Not Again

When I was in bed one night I was scared on that day. The reason I felt so afraid because that next day was school. To be honest at the school I went to it felt like a bunch of demons there. They were a bunch of demonic students who was so evil on the inside they would even talk about there own moms. I heard kids in my class saying fuck there mom's and they didn't care about them. They even called the mom a bitch. They said the reason they don't like there mom was because they felt they were being mistreated by them. They were delusional and didn't stop to think there mom was just trying to help them. When I was sleep in thought about that. The more I thought about it the more I felt a evil presence in the air. I felt like a evil spirit was watching me that had some how left the school and came to me. What if it was demons that had been within the school causing people to be so ruthless that came in me. Like the demon was trying to make me one of them. I was very afraid of this. I felt like the demon was getting closer to me by the minute. It was so scary I decided to blurt out in my head God rebute the demon in the name of jesus. I said the words alot. I said it multiple times during that night. I literally felt like I was going crazy. That one reason I felt that way was because few minutes before that I felt that there was no god. I thought this cause alot of my prayers for being safe at school and not getting into trouble were not coming true. But for some reason saying those words made me feel so much safer. That is when my attention was brought back to him. I thought maybe God is real I don't know. After that night I was thinking for a while maybe God can he real and he can help me through everything and feeling these demons. I had no idea what was going to happen to me in the future. I had to just hope and have faith in God and believe in him. Well that is if I think he is actually really real because maybe he can help me. If I couldn't find anything in God then I would just have to figure a different way out scientifically. That was one of the hardest situations I have been in inside my entire life.