Shawn Mendes Imagines {DISCONTINUED}

The downfall

I already knew what was coming, but I didn't expect it to hit me as hard as it did. I should have though.

He'd been staying out later then usual, saying the studio needed him longer then usual. Coming back at almost  three am.

He thought I believed him, but I'm not that stupid. I guess I was just to blindsided by love to see what was really happening.

One minute I'm ecstatic, ready to surprise and shower him in kisses and cuddles. The next, I wanna throw him out a window.

It's not everyday you get to see your boyfriend sucking face with your 'best friend'.

"____, it's not what it looks like, I Swear!" Shawn tried to convince me desperately. I just laughed emotionlessly in his face. I noticed my friend slipping out, the look on her face was complete shame.

"I should have known this is what you were doing. I always knew you two were so close! God I'm such and idiot!" I yelled hoarsely, running upstairs to grab my suitcase.

I ran around the room stuffing clothes, photos, toiletries, and books in my bags. Shawn came barreling into the room, his eyes filling with tears as he started at the bags being filled by the minute.

"No! ____ you can't leave me! I can't live without you! I'm sorry! It'll never happen again I promise!" Shawn started to grab my things taking them out only to have them repacked by myself.

"No Shawn! I can't believe I trusted you! You lied to me! You cheated on me! With my best friend might I add!" I yelled, anger thorough in my tone. I grabbed the last of my things before pushing past him and heading down the carpeted staircase.

"Please don't go! We can fix this! I can Change!" He paused gripping my wrist before I got to the door, "I love you!"

"Don't you dare say that! If you loved me, you wouldn't have lied and cheated, if you loved me, you wouldn't have strayed! If you loved or love me at all Shawn, then leave me alone! I can't handle this!" I tried to keep myself from screaming at him as the tears started to cascade down my cheeks.

I knew he had realized what he had done, his eyes and cheeks wet with tears as he held onto my arm for dear life.

"I'm sorry ____! What can I do to make you stay?!" He questioned desperately. I shook my head ripping my arm out of his strong hold.

"You'll never be able to do anything to fix this Shawn, never..." I trailed off, wiping my eyes.

I opened the door taking one last look at my life from the past year with him. My life with this boy was over.

"Goodbye Shawn," I said before walking out of the door.

and out of our love.