Chapter 1

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Denis' pov

Today was the first day of Senior Year and boy was I happy. What's even better is the fact that I get to spend it with my four best friends; Sam, James, Cameron and Ben...boy Ben he's a hot one. None of the guys know I'm gay or that I even have a crush on Ben.

"Denis!" I heard Ben yell as he ran towards me, which didn't take long because of how tall he is. He tackled me to the ground causing me to groan.

"Ben!" I yelled as we hugged. People were looking at us and smiling. Everyone here knows how close Ben and I are. Some people think we're really weird for our greetings since we're guys, but oh well, well. We don't give a fuck about that. Ben is seriously one of my best friends. We got off the ground laughing. Sam, Cameron  and James walked over to us and we all had a group hug.

"So, Denis, how was Ukraine?" Ben asked.

"It was great actually." I said. He smiled. "I got a tattoo while I was there." I said.

"Really?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said. "I'll show you later." I said. He nodded. We walked into school while the others went to smoke their cigarettes. "How was it visiting your mum in Texas?" I asked.

"It was boring actually." He said. I sighed a little.

"Maybe this summer you and I can take a trip somewhere." I said.

"Like where?" He asked while leaning against his locker.

"I don't know, let's just find a special place for the two of us." I said. He nodded and smiled.

"I'd like that." I He said. I smiled.

"Good." I said as the bell rang and I shut my locker.

"Let's meet up under the bleachers in the football field." He said.

"Alright." I said and we did our handshake and went different ways. I walked into class and sat down. But of course my mind was on Ben and that's all I could think about before the teacher snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Mr. Stoff, if you're not interested in what I have to say, get out." He said. I just shrugged and got up and walked out with my stuff. I'll just get the notes from Sam. I pulled my phone out and texted Ben.

Denis: Hey, wanna ditch school completely?

Ben: Hell yeah.

Denis: Meet me at my car in 5.

Ben: You got it.

I walked out of the school and went straight to my car. The one thing I love about this school is that there are no security guards what so ever. I climbed into my car and pulled my phone out and just started going through Twitter. The passenger door opened and I saw Ben climb in. I locked my phone putting it in my pocket.

"You ready?" I asked.

"Hell yeah, where are we going?" He asked bucking up. I started the car and drove out of the parking lot.

"Just a little place I discovered when I first moved here." I said. He nodded and turned on the radio and Avenged Sevenfold came on. We started jamming out.

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I pulled up to this secluded beach and we got out.

"Wow, this is really beautiful." He said.

"Yeah, it's peaceful here too. No one is ever here." I said.

"Then how is it so clean?' He asked.

"Because there's a cleaning crew that comes by here and cleans it up." I said and he nodded.

"Why did you bring me here out of all places?" He asked.

"Because, this place is where I come to get my mind off of everything and just figure things out slowly. It's a special place for me." I said.

"So why me? Out of all people." He said.

"Ben, you're special to me in ways no one will ever know." I said. But I didn't realize I said it out loud.

"What do you mean?" He asked looking at me.

"I uh- nothing." I said looking down as we walked along the beach.

"Denis, I know you better than that. Please tell me." He said stopping which caused me to stop. I didn't want to tell him because he'll judge me.

"Ben, I really can't tell you." I said softly.

"And why's that?" He asked. I sighed.

"I just can't." I said and walked off leaving him behind. My love for him is blinding.

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⏰ Last updated: Mar 02, 2016 ⏰

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