They fooled you. They used you.
You trust them. You loved them.
They torn you apart.
You completed them.
They stabbed you at the back.
You just closed your eyes.
Pathetic. Do you think they will change for YOU?
Who are you in their life?
Nothing.
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She wants to take the mask off, but she is afraid to be an outcast. She enjoyed it. She felt alive with it. Yet she's not happy.
She believed on it. Liar. She said to herself. Then, she did what she always do, she smiled. Bitterly.
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Okay Hello Monday :) I'm here right now at Cebu, actually tommorow pa talaga mag start officially yung seminar,according to our speaker, today is getting to know each other. Wtf. Ano kami bata? Sayang ang oras ko dito. Haaays,well dahil ako'y likas na gala, naglibot-libot muna ako. I preffered alone rather be with other participants.I don't know them but it seems na magkakakilala na sila. I'm not close to them and I choose to be not. Mahirap makipag ngitian at makipag plastikan sa kanila. -.-
Andito ako sa simbahan malapit sa magellan's cross, I forgot the name -.- . The look is so classic, I can feel the holiness. Sa dami ba naman ng mga santo sa harap ng altar. Hihi. I kneel and pray.
" Lord, sana po maghiwalay na si Therese at si Palaka." napahinto ako. Erase.erase anu ba Althea bad ka.Ulit. " Lord God sana po maging mas mabait at maganda at masunuring bata ako. (seriously Althea? ) I asked to myself. Basta lord sana po bumalik na ang nawala sakin. Sana din po maging maayos na din ang lahat. Sana mahanap ko na si Mr. Right. Thank you po. Amen"
" Ai palakang Mr. Right." aba't. Bakit andito tong palakang to. Nagulat ako ng may katabi ako pag upo.
Seryoso siyang nakatingin sa altar pero mapapansin mong pinipigil niya yung tawa niya.
" Ay naku. Mr. Michael what are you doing here? You scared me."
Tumingin siya sakin. Omo. Nakakatunaw. Hihi.
" Ssssshh. Quiet can't you see I'm praying. "
Aba't nakuuuu. I unconsciously zippered my mouth. Bahala ka nga makaalis na nga. Tatayo na sana ako ng bigla niyang pinigilan ang kamay ko. Abaaaa chansing to a. ( Gustong-gusto mo naman Althea. Behave.)
"Hey hey what are you doing? Makahawak ka sa precious hand ko. "
" Don't leave me. I need force to my prayer. Just stay okay. "
" Super hero ka ba at kailangan mo ng force? Let go of my hand."
" Amen " yun lang ang narinig ko sa kanya.
" Tara na nga. Ng dahil sayo maiksi tuloy prayer ko."
Nanggigigil na ko. Pigilan niyo ko kinikilig din ako. Hahaha.
" Dinahilan mo pa ko. By the way, why are you here? "
Nandito na kami sa labas. " The reason why your also here".
Omo.Omo. namula ako ng konti. Sinusundan niya ba ko. Di ba may Therese na siya. Hihi.
" Hahaha. Im not following you. Assuming ka pala. Hahahaha"
" Wh..what?!, wala akong sinasabing ganun a. " napakagat ako sa labi ko. Aish stop talking to yourself Althea Louise insane. Mapapahamak ka.
" Hahaha. Okay I'll pretend that I did not heard what you said. Hm I'm also here for the summit. You know, I'm businessman too. "
" Ah. That answers. At that answers ulit na alam na alam mo yung dadalin nung nagpapack tayo ng damit. Why you did'nt said it to me? And why you're alone? I mean diba today is 'share your business day' Where is Therese? "
