And Watch The Weapons Fall (Sequel To NOCTYWYA)

Past can kill

Elena's POV

I guess me and Jeremy are dating now.

Its hard to tell. He sadly went back home last night  after dinner. I really miss him.

God i feel like such a loser! Im blushing and worrying bout him i feel so weird. And not to mention im keeping it from the best parents ever. im just worried they wont let him come back. He is the reason i stopped cutting

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Jeremy's mother died yesterday from cancer. I was to go meet up with him in the park. I sat in my little room where i stayed at and watched the blade dance across my skin leaving a red bloody trail. My phone started to ring and i grabbed a towel and it was Jeremy saying he just left his house.

I ran to the bathroom and washed the blood off and threw my bracelets on. I was in pain but Jeremy and Vinny are my boys and they are practically my life. I ran out the door and ran to the park. Jeremy started to come in sight and i yelled for him. 

He whipped his head around and saw me and opened his arms and i jumped in them. I hugged him very tight and didnt want to let go. He touched my wrists and I winced. He saw me wince and pulled my bracelets away and saw the pink fresh cuts.

"Why?" He asked.

"You know exactly why Jeremy."

"Don't let that asshole get to you hes a worthless piece of shit." I had been getting bullied at school because some skank found my file while helping in the office and spread the word that i was abused and she said i liked it so everyone at school calls me the whore the slut and the dumbass.

"Can you be strong for me? Im in a hard time right now...My mother is dead and my dad attempted suicide when she died."

I nodded my head and looked down. He leveled my face with his and he hugged me. I smiled. He always knows how to cheer me up. Ive been having a crush on him on and off again.

"Hey you got to listen to this new band named Ripped Dress they are fucking epic!"

He gave me a ear bud and I listened and I loved the song that was playing i think it was Survival if im not mistaken.

"I like them alot." i smiled.

"Yeah they just released a new album and get this the lead singer Jade is Andy's new girlfriend."

"Really?" He nodded. I saw Andy at a concert once and he made me promise to quit cutting....and i did til that skank found my folder.

We sat down next to each other and we watched a video of Ripped Dress do a cover on Last Resort which happens to be one of my favorite songs.We listened to some shinedown as well then another cover they did on The Pretty Reckless.

I think i like this band as much as bvb. 

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I remember now Jeremy showed me Mom's band . I wonder if Dad remembers when i met him at a concert that one day when i was like 13 and snuck out.

I think ill ask him. i walked into the livingroom to see dad watching some Game of thrones. Mom was out with her band again so it was just me and him. He muted the tv and asked whats up.

"Hey dad do you remember in southern california like last spring you played a show at that all ages club remember?"

"Yeah why?"

"Well do you remember a little girl with red and black hair who was about thirteen who you saw at the merch table and you asked if she was ok because she had freash and healing cuts on her wrist and you made her promise to quit..." He nodded

"That was me." His facial expression changed from confusion to sympathy. He pulled me into a hug .

"I couldnt stop thinking about that little girl Elena she worried me and I kept wondering if she was okay." I felt him smile.

"Well i kept my promise until something happened a few months ago."

"What happened baby girl?"

"Some dumbass girl at school found my file which had my records about my dad being in jail for abusing me and she spread around that i liked it and someone called the cops on me.'

'oh im so sorry you didnt deserve that at all." He replied.

He let me go and I sat beside him.

"Its ok just i quit again because Jeremy asked me too because his mom had just died and all and he needed someone to lean on.'

"Well good my daughter doesnt deserve to be unhappy ." I smiled and he unmuted the show and I watched with him til mom got home. Apparently she got me a exclusive Ripped Dress tshirt that hasnt been released yet and I loved it.

"Do you guys know who showed me Ripped Dress." I looked at both of them and they shook their heads.

"Jeremy.'

"I knew something about that kid was special." Mom said smiling.

"Well what about me and my band how did you find us?"

"I found you guys while i was about 10 years old and was still with my real dad i was walking around and I found a poster flyer for one of your all shows and I looked you guys up at the library."

"Awesome!"

We watched some TV then I texted Kriss The Bunny.

E: Can you come over its so fucking boring over here.

K: Ok ill be there soon.

I smiled he was like my big brother. I told mom and dad and they were fine. I heard a knock on the door shortly after and it was Gerado and Kriss I hugged Kriss and Gerado. We played around and they showed me some new music they were workin gon for their offical album and i loved it!

I talked to Kriss about Jeremy and he wanted to meet him so i directed him to his house and before ya know it im knocking on his door. Jeremy came out and met them and we talked a bit as well it was really fun. Plus i got to see Jeremy! Yay!

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im thinking of skipping to her bday what do ya think?