-secret- (S.W)

Chapter 3

Autumns POV
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Here I am with the retard squad eating at a little side restaurant thingy, your probably wondering what happend last night and, Sammy didn't remember saying that because he was drunk so I didn't bring it up.

I was eating my pizza happily, UNTIL someone threw a pickle on my pizza, I yelped and looked at the colporate gylinsky "WTF DUDE I don't want my pizza tasting of pickle" i say, he just laughs, I grab the pickle and throw it, and it hits a boys neck he turns around, and I quickly freeze and hide my head in my hands and lean them on the table, he used to be a bully to me, wait why am I scared? I've changed "who threw the fucking pickle?!?" He screams to the whole cafeteria, I let out a little giggle, what I can't help it it's funny, "YOU" he screams pointing to me, while I've got my head hidden "who me?" I ask in a low tone so maybe he thinks I'm a dude, but I give it away with a small giggle "Did you throw this pickle at me?!" He asks, I let out a loud laugh and lift my head, I don't care if he sees me, this is hilarious "Autumn?" He asks "hahaahahahhaahah, I head shot you with a-- pickle" I say in between laughter, "WTF?! Is there something whrong with her?!, I can beat her up in 2 seconds so I suggest you stop laughing at me!" He screams, we have now go everyone's attention in the cafeteria "ok.... Hahahahahahaha... Sorry, just give me a second to compose myself" I say pointing my finger at him, and taking deap breaths "ok I'm done" I say and gesture for him to talk now "so-" "hahahahahahahaha" I cut him off, "UGH" he yells and goes to hit me but I block it "too slow" I say "you little bitch" he says "OH Em GEEE, you've offended me" I say in a fake American white girl accent, putting my hand on my heart.
"Shut up" he replies going to hit me again but gets stopped, by Sammy.
"Leave her alone". He warns, I smile at him thanking him.
But then the guy threw a punch at Sammy.
Soon enough it was a giant fight, every one had joined in, I realized Sammy had blood and was quiet badly hit.
I pulled him into the girls bathroom.
"Thank you Sammy, you know for.." I say, as he sits on the sink, and I look for the first aid kit.
"What was I suppose to do, just sit and watch" he asks.
I just shake my head, and find the first aid kit, I grab a flannel and start wiping the blood away.
Once I was finished i said "there done" I said, Sammy was sat on the sink while I was In between he's legs.
We just stared into each other's eyes, I observed all of his face, I have never really seen it up close, I noticed Sammy was getting closer, looking between my eyes and my lips.
I had never really thought of it.
Did I had feelings for Sammy?.
There was a strong possibility that I did, I mean I hated him so much that I loved him.
Suddenly my lips colide with Sammys, I'm quiet surprised by this and I am left wide eyed, soon enough I close them and rap my arms around he's neck.
He licks my bottom lip asking for entrance witch I allow.
"I meant... Every thing I said the other night"
He says into the kiss.
He jumps of the sink, and grabs my waist pulling me tighter towards him if that's even possible.
He pushes me into one of the toilet stools, and shuts the door with he's foot.
Soon enough he's lifting the bottom of my t-shirt, his fingers grazing my bare skin.
This snaps me out of what ever world I was in and back into reality.
I quickly pulled away, but Sammy kept kissing me again and again every Time I pulled away.
"Sammy stop, this isn't right, Sam!" I say getting quiet annoyed that he's not respecting my desicion.
Sammys POV
As much as she told me to stop, I needed her, I can't bottle up these feelings anymore.
But I stopped instantly missing her touch, panting heavily.
"Why isn't this right, it's perfect" I say trying to pull her closer.
"No Sam it's not, we're not even together, and here we are leading up to sex in a bathroom stool, this isn't right!" She says getting stressed.
I shh her and calm her down, tucking he stray strands of hair behind her ear.
"Stop gettin so stressed" I whisper.
"Come on Sam we need to go, they'll be getting worried out there" she says and sighs, trying to wiggle passed me.
She gets passed me and walks out of the bathroom back into the cafeteria, leaving me left alone to think.
I walk out to the sink and spray myself with cold water in the face.
I look in the mirror and realize that I've got a boner.
Wow how am I going to fix this now.
I walk out of the bathroom, to notice none of the retard squad are here they must have gone back to the caravan.
I decide not to go back to the caravan yet, and stay for a few drinks.
Autumns POV
I got back to the caravan and went straight to bed, but I couldn't get to sleep.
Am I starting to have feelings for Sammy?, if so I know I'm going to get hurt, I mean he can't keep he's dick in he's pants for two seconds.
I'm such a slut, I just gave away my first kiss in a pubs bathroom with my bad boy bestfriend.
Who does that?
I get cut out of my thoughts by someone coming threw my bedroom door.
I look up to see a drunk Sammy.
"Hey Sam" I whisper, slightly awkwardly, could it be more awkward?.
He comes and sits on the bed next to me.
"I'm sorry... You know for being so forward, I just hope you understand... I really need you in my life, more than a friend, or bestfriend, I want to wake up next to you, cuddle with you, laugh with you, and if anyone's going to change me I want it to be you." He finishes.
"But Sam we can't, what will the others think" I sigh "I don't even know if you like me, you might just be using me S-" he cuts me off "I would never use you, you should know that" he replies, slightly irritated.
"How do I know that!?" I ask, now I'm crying, Sammy lies down next to me and wipes the tears away from my eyes with he's thumbs.
"Shhh go to sleep baby girl" he whispers, I turn to him and stuff my face in his chest.
"Let me prove it to you" he says, I nod "tomorrow we will go on a date" he says, I smile and nod.
And let sleep take over my body.