Somwere only we know

 chapter 1

Desiree(POV)

He had me pinned down on the bed. i screamed out for help but the music overpowered my voice. i could see the bright lights flashing from the small cracks under the door. i struggled to get free but he was to strong. he started to undress me grabbing at the waistband of my pants slowly pulling them down, minutes later he had me fully undressesd. he started to get closer to me , his tall figure shawdowing over me. i felt his hot breath against me skin making me shiver.  i sat in silence as i knew what was going to happen next.

beep beep beep.

i rose out of my bed in fear. my palms were sweating as i rached over and hit my alarm clock. My breathing started to slow down and return to normal. The nightmares have been gtting worse latley, well not techinaclly nightmares but flashbacks. i pushed all the thoughts back in my mind and made my way over to the bathroom. I turned on the shower letting it fog up the bathroom while i got undressed. I stared at myself in the mirror for quite sometime examining my long wavey brown hair and dull gray eyes. Stepping in the shower i felt the hot water hit my sking bringing me back to reality. I scrubbed away all the dirt leaving the scent of coconut on my body. i looked down at my scar filled arms memories flodding back for the reason i had them.  I sighed and turned of the shower, as i stepped out the cold air hit me like knifes, i quickly ran to grab a towel rapping it around my fragile body. I headed to my closet to pick out an outfit for the day. I ended up wearing deniam high wasted shorts and a romans tshirt paired with my matte doc mrtains. i apply a small amount of makeup and let my hair dry to its natarul wavy state. I grabbed my keys and quickly walked out the door. i thought i would go to starbucks and mabey do some shopping after wards . As i approched starbucks there was a mob of screaming girls outside, woah what as going on here. i slowly made my way through the huge drowd of people finally making it to the door.  As i walked i felt a large object hit me sending me backwards till i felt the ground below me. When i looked up i was meet with a pair of beautiful blue eyes and blonde hair. I reconized his face but im not quite sure from were. He bent down and gave me his hand. "sorry love" the boy said his thick irish accent wringing in my ears. " im niall" "niall horan. 

 chapter 2

Desiree (POV)

i quikley got up and gave him a small smile and a thank you.

As i started to walk away i felt an arm reach over and grab my wrist, i turned on my heel to face Niall, do you kneed something i questioned him. " do you know who i am" he asked me . I took a moment to think back to his name . "Niall Horan' it reapeted in my head . Then it hit me he is from that band one direction, that explains all the screaming girls outside, then i thought again , i felt a lump form in my throat. Harry is also in that band. "babe" niall said snapping me out of my thouhts.  "yeah your in that band one direction right" i said as cheery as possible . i couldnt stop thinking about harry. I windered how he's been. 

Stop it des. 

he is the reason for all your pain.

"so um mabey you want to hang out sometime" niall said sounding kinda nervouse. 

WAIT did the niall horan from one direction just ask me to hang out. It took a second to process what he had just said.  

"Hang out with me?" you want to hang out with me" i questioned this time out loud.

"yeah well i mean i have a couple days of and you seem like a pretty fun person" niall said .

wow this is a first . no one wants to hang out with me . ever since what happened i was know as that sad girl who tried to kill herself.