Toxic

Chapter 4

So sorry it took so long, kinda lost inspreration so here a new chapter hope you like it.
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I sometimes wonder if I was cursed or something. I'm not a bad person, I do what I'm supposed to. So why do the world hate me ?

I could feel my lungs burning for oxygen, like a fire is building up reaching for me. My vision is spotting, black dots dancing around. I try, claw, and bite at his hands that a steel cage around my throat. My blurry gaze lock into his. I can tell he has no intension of letting go. I don't know I did to make him so angry ? I can't hear my wolf anymore. My eyes widen, no no no no no no, with the last of my energy and breath I scream and try to fight back.

Why is no one helping me. A school full of werewolves and not one is coming to my rescue. Help........ Me......... Ple-and my world goes black.

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I have always wondered what the heavens would look like, will it be like the dreams you always have, and get a personal one. Or will it be a village to look like a better safer earth. I think over my life. I was never really mistreated. Only the alpha son, and third in command bullied me. I didn't really have any friends, but my brother and Beau. The pack was mostly nice to me. I was a cool guy, I loved helpingvout with the kids and babies at the daycare center. I would have a good life if not for Hunter, the alpha son, and JC. My head is hurting.

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"-ke up ......Wa-U....... Wait Up, come on, you can do it. Just open your eyes. Wolfe baby come on. I know you can hear me. Please wake up. " I hear a voice simaler to mine. I open my eyes and see Wind standing over me, I look around at my surroundings and notice I'm in the pack hospital.
" Honey can you hear me ? " I looked at him, of course I can hear you stupid. " Hey don't call me stupid, Ässhöle " What? Did I say that out loud. " No, but as you twin I know you better then I know anyone else, and can read you eyes. Dumbass. " I squint my eyes at him, I'm going to kill him.

I open my month to talk, but nothing came out. I look to my brother again, panicking. I try, and try again , to talk , but nothing came out.

" Wolfe, calm down, you was choked, JC, squeezed your volcal cords really hard, so it's going to be hard for you to talk for awhile, OK. " Why the hell is he talking me as if I'm a baby , well I'm not . I look around and I find his mate Ethan standing behind him , standing in the door way looking worried about something . That's when I notices or well hear the loud music that's coming from downstairs . My eyes widen the Alpha son is suppose to be coming home tonight . I didn't clean up , make the food nothing . Oh man I'm going to get in trouble . "Ethan can you close the door please , he just woke up , he don't need all that loud music . " He say to his mate .

" Don't you think he should know bout the thing that happened earlier , I mean it does effect him , more then you . " He look into his mate eyes .

"No , I think it an wait just a couple of more hours , he need to rest . I don't see him here right now so , I don't see the point of him knowing at this moment about the thing. So keep quiet, for just a little while longer please. " I heard my brother whisper. What are they taking about? Who is here? I snap my fingers to get there attention, Wind hurry over to me, " is there anything you need baby bro ?" I shake my head no, I just want him near me.

I try to talk to my wolf once again, but I get nothing. I squeeze my eyes shut as tight as I can to try to transform, but nothing. What is happening to me. Where is my wolf, my wolf?

I want to cry.
I can't live without him.
Maybe he just sleeping, yeah that's it.

*Wind can you here me *

*Yes of course * he replied *is there something wrong *

I look at him in the eyes, * I can't here my wolf. I don't feel him. I couldn't even transform. What if CJ did something to him ?*

I saw the tears gather up in his eye, his wolf and mine is very close, I guess he just realized that he can't feel my wolf anymore. " I will find a way to get you your wold back. OK. I promise. Get some rest OK, baby, I'll be here when you wake up. "

Laying back, I think about he, I know he there but I can't connect, like with internet, you know there some, but you phone don't want to connect to it.

I hope he finds a way to get him to wake up. Soon