Middle Of Nowhere (Niall Horan)

Chapter 1

the beggining sucks I admit it but please continue and you wont regret :) there's a lot to come plus Imma alter the first chapters so excuse  the grammers errors and typos and dont hate me its my first time :)

Chapter 1 : My sucky Daily Routen

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"Good morning " I said to my family who were sitting on our kichen table to have their breakfast  

"Good morning Hayley " my Mum replied with a smile placed on her face , she was the only one who talks to me , My dad doesn't , We always argue and stuff that's why . last time we argued was about  "Breaking his precious vas" it's actually something my sister did and denied and istead of just denying it she told my parents that I broke it .... and on purpose ! can we just take a moment of silence and then clap for my sister ... for being such a badass by causing these huge problems to me and she's just 13 ! I told them I didn't , they didn't believe and I ended up being grounded for a week or so

this what a life looks like when even your Parents don't trust you

back to my sister , she's 4 years younger than me named Emma she doesn't talk to me as a result , she's a "Daddy's Girl" you can say that she imitates him in everything .. her Godfather ... both are devils

My brother whose name Is Michael is One year younger than me , He didn't answer me because he was listening to music and he could barely hear what we were talking about ... he has his excuse tbfh .. Mike is a totally different member of this increadible Family tree .. he's a stone which is not capable to do anything apart of eating , listening to music and chilling out with friends

at lease he likes to live in peace , and is far away from problems .. YOLO is his motto so that's why I love him besides he always helps me and supports me when there is no one by my side

Well I walked and opened the fridge to drink some water since I dont like to eat in the morning , then I went to the bathroom to have a shower , while I was washing my hair with my fav shampoo Pantene I noticed that I didn't bring my towel with me , " Not again " I huffed

So I called my Mama to bring me a towel , she came " Yes Hayley ? " she questioned , " Mama can you please bring me a towel cause I forgot it  ? " 

" okay dear " she replied , after a matter of seconds she brought me a towel " thank you Mama I tired you out "

" Ur wlc sweetie "

Not my intention to be rude but Mama is a double-faced person , I just can't explain it ,sometimes she's all nasty to me and crude , then she swaps her face to show me the other nostolgic mom .. alrigh at lease one of these faces is good

Oh wait ! Did I mention that it's the last day of school , its my senior year ?

I opened my closet to get dressed... after staring at my clothes for like fives minutes I changed , I wore a pinkish tee-shirt and black skinny jeans , I have a skinny body but its a little bit curvy  and I am thin and short compared to the girls of my age , I have a long black wavy hair and when I say long I really mean it ! not too long but in a way which is good , I dont like to dye it , I dont wear lots of make up I actually like to be simple and I hate when people stare at me ..  and at the end I'm not a paper to put on lots of make up products

I am confident enough , I used to be , correct * but my Dad always puts up a fight whenever I'm dressed cool , he starts to bully for no reason which makes me uncomfortable and listening to his words over and over again eventually makes me believe them . they get stuck in my brain and I overthink about 'em and hate myself at the end

so he's slowly ruining my own life in addition to that I've been abused by him many times and I reached to the point where my body finally felt numb and I can't feel it , not can't feel it , but if you already live in a hole of fire would you get burned ?

after a week I am going to move to London to study there I am extremely Happy I just can't describe my feelings , Normal people with Normal lives love to travel to meet new people and so on , and then there's me .... a girl who suffered for doing nothing to be ashamed of , a girl who has been abused for no reason .. or silly one

in fact , I wish I was a girl who stays out all night , who goes to the bar with her friends , who drinks who is drug addicted ... so there will be a reason for punishing me like this , a convincing one !

time for school ... AKA three words to make me compeletly pissed off

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-Zahra <3