Money & Power

Chapter One

" GET. THE . FUCK. OFF ME" I scream pushing a half nake man off of me .He fell to the floor with a big thump .I sat up getting off my bed and kicked him muitply times making sure I broke something.When I got tired of kicking him I just walked out my room ,

I walked down the hall to my mother room and banged on the door till she said who was it I didnt answer I swang the door open .

" I'm going to fuck you up if you dont get a hold of the man you bring home " I yelled at her pointing my finger in her face

'im sorry honey what happen again" she asked like she didnt just hear me screaming for him to get off of me

" Bitch dont play stupid I was awaken by some white man trying to undress me while dry humping me" i screamed

" baby I'm sorry I told him not to leave the room till I wake up"

"bitch next time slap into them cause if I wake up to that again l'm slicing his neck and then Im coming to beat your ass"

"look who the fuck you talking to " my mother said getting up

"your hoe ass "

I walked pass my mother room biting my lip and walked into the bathroom . Usually when something like that happen to a normal girl waking up to a man feelin on her trying to undress her dry humping her . she is scared , traumatized sad blah blah blah see me I'm use to it . This happen to me tons of times maybe the first 4 times but after that it was just anger.

I turn on the water in the tub waiting for it to turn hot. I stuck my fingers in the water feeling it turn hotter and hotter.When it was nice and burning hot I stripped and got into the freshly hot tub water .I didn't wash up the first couple minutes I just sat there and let my thoughts wonder . when there was a knock on the door

" Chrisalie get your ass out here what did you do "my mother had scared worried and anger in her voice

I knew what she was talking about but I didn't answer her as long as he wasn't in my room when I get out the tub.The more she talked the more went under water first my lip ,then nose,then ears,the top of my head Now I was completely under water . Don't worry Im not going to kill myself Im not going to let them win hell no I just like the feeling. Crazy I know.

I heard my name echo on my the tub water but didnt think to answer . I heard a big boom and the tub water shook, seconds later I was being pulled up to the surface. I blinked my eyes a couple of times trying to get my vision back but the water dripping from my face and hair was blinding me .I pushed my hair back and wiped my eyes getting a clear vision of my mom sitting on the edge of the tub.She brushed my now curly hair out of my face she grab my arm to check it to make sure I had no cuts then she check my face moving my cheek around I slapped her hand away.

"baby you good " she had concern in her voice " you can't keep doing this making me worried"

" get the fuck out" I mumble laying my head back on the tub

"honey"

"get.the . fuck OUT" I say through clench teeth

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I slide on some fitted ripped blue jeans boucing up and down in them trying to slide them on, zipped them up then went searching for a shirt when I decide the shirt I want to wear it took me a second to debate on should it .I decided yes I grab my Nike sports bra putting that on then my shirt grab some socks and put on my black ugg hoots with bows on the back.

I put on a Skull cut out burgundy oversize shirt. I walked to the kitchen seeing my little brother Kash watching tv getting ceral . I grab the lucky charms from the cabinet grabbing a glass bowl . I pour me some and poured some milk in it . I went into the livin room as soon as I walked in the doorway i could feel the could air .

The front door was wide open and my brothers and they friends on the porch . I rolled my eyes and walked back into the kitchen it was a little warmer . I ate my ceral then grab my fur coat hoodie out the closet and walked out .

"aye waddup lil gangsta" my brother friend Danny said as I walked out the house "hey " I said softly running my hands through my hair

I kissed my brothers cheeks

" so what happen this morning talkin about how she crazy my daughter what I do wrong what I do wrong lord please help me " Kaden mimicked my mother

" she knwo damn well she did lots of wrong and I ain't one of them but mmhh she the crazy one I'm bout ready to slice her throat at moments"

They all laughed and everyone began to talk at onces I went back in side second later going to watch tv in the livin room. I notice that thinks quiet down out there .I stood up to go check it out

"what the fuck you want " my brother kj jumped up and all his people did the same

" where chris at"

I knew who it was it was my boyfriend Bayshawn . I thought I told him not to come to my house and call me instead. My brothers knew he was my boyfriend they never agree but they knew.They started to agure

" calm down " i sound over everyone " Im right here chill out"

I pushed passed my brothers and their friends making my way down the steps Bay held his hand out for me I grab it and we entwined our hands my bare ones and his gloved ones . He pecked my cheek and we walked away. I waved to my brothers as we turn out the gate

" what did you do to them again " I asked him swinging our arms

"they mad cause one of my guys took da corner" He tells me spinning me around

" did you know' I ask another question he took a second to answer

"...nah ma I didnt know'' He answered looking at some people down the street then at me

"so....uh give it back " I suggest it he just chuckle ,we stopped walking and he grab my chin

" the game don't work like that chris" he simply say then pecked my lips

" but you always talkin about changing the game ......so change it "

" you right " He mumble before burring him head in my neck

I feel his warm breath against my neck making my neck hairs stand up .He kissed down my neck with his plump lips, i closed my eyes in pleasure he gripped onto my waist as his kisses got deeper .

"hoe"I hear a girl mumble

I gulped hard I was no longer in the kiss I slowly pushed him away and stared at the ground side ways .There was a moment of silence.

" you hungry " he asked

" always"