♥love aint always true ♥

HEY . well im kayla. My freinds tell me I give good advice and they told me I should make a book on wattpad so im trying it out. Well I'll give y'all some advice but right now I'm going to tell y'all little story about when I was in 6th grade and I had a little boyfriend. Well this dude named Brock he was cute he had beautiful brown hair and green eyes. I had the biggest crush on him. There was only one bad thing he had a girlfriend. i didnt know what to do. I was all confused. I mean this kid was my best friend and didn't want to ruin our friendship. Well I bet everybody has this problem you know. Okay one day I found out he broke up with her and he was telling everybody he love this one girl he really like her but wouldn't tell who. Then one day at recess we were hanging with all our friends and he grabbed me by the hand he pulled me to the side and he said Kayla I want to say something. I said sure go ahead. Then he started to say will you go out with me you know what I really do like you. I thought it was true he told me that with his eyes staring right into mine. I felt like I was about to pass out after I said yes . Lucky I didnt, he grab by my hand and brought me right back to everybody. My friend noticed I had a smirk on my face. So she asked me what happened? I said nothing, brock had to jump in and say this is my new girlfriend. She said so happy for y'all. I said thanks. Before I knew it everybody knew about me and him. But then we kinda had a problem . we were in gym and somebody came up to me and told me brock is she cheating! I start to believe him. I went up to Kylie an asked her because she was the girl that he said Brock was cheating on me with. She said no she would never date him. I was like okay so he was lying. Then I went back to him I said why would you lie to me about that. He said Brock paid Kylie not to say anything to me about it. I was thinking that's stupid. I went up to Brock and I asked him if he ever cheated on me. he looked right in my eyes with no smile and said baby why would I cheat if I had the most beautiful girl in front of me. I started to have a feeling about him cheating on me. But then it went away. So I was like ill be fine. Then Kylie came up to me three days later and told me he was going to break up with me in gym after we ran . I was so upset. So I thought to myself I'll break up with him before he breaks up with me. So that day after running he grabbed me by the hand and pulled me aside I loved when he did that. My heart started racing it was hard for me to breathe. Before he could even get one word out I told him we are done. Then I started thinking OMG I forgot about the dance night party. Because I walk back to my friends. Then he walked up to me and through 2 tickets to the dance night party that was tomorrow down to my feet. He told me to take someone special because he was about to. I bust out in tears I turn to Kylie and I started cussing her out. I slapped her in the face and walked off. I finally caught up to brock . I asked him for forgiveness but he didn't take it. The next day I walked into art class and walk by him and his friend. His friend turn around and said there goes Juliet the one that broke Romeo's heart. Brock said that's not how the story goes. I said I asked for forgiveness and I told him I'll go back out with him. His friend said why should he. He said why should we I started to say because we were doing so good and then Kylie came along. He said you shouldn't have believed in her. I said I'm sorry I love you can you ever take me back. He said I guess I'm only taking you back because I love you too. He gave me a ticket and said you better be there. His friend rolled his eyes and sayed you two lovebirds. Me and him laugh. But then we started dating for 4 months. It was on a Friday after school he called me. He said you know I love you. I said yeah. He said we should take a break. I said okay. Then he said okay well bye. He didnt even let me say bye. I was thinking why would he tell me he loves me and then say we need a break. Well I went back in my room and laid down. 5 minutes after he called me to tell me he wanted to take a break . He called me again this time he didn't sound happy. He told me he rather text me. I said okay baby that's fine. Then this thing girls do not want to hear or read. he said can we see other people.. I said what.? He texted back and said I'm breaking up with you. I started thinking why would he do this it makes no sense. Then I learn he was cheating on me this whole time. The way I figured ou was my friend told me. She wasn't really my friend anymore after that because she knew the whole entire time she would just sit there and let him hurt me like that. actually everybody knew it made me so upset that everybody would keep it a secret and no one would even tell me I know that dude try to warn me. What can I do I learned that he cheated on me for 3 months that means he cheated on me for 3 months out of 4. I didn't know what to do I was scared to date people but then I realized I can get over it. New people are coming the next year and I'll be fine. I thought to myself I'll just focus on school and nothing should bother me. So I did and I was totally fine for the rest of the year next year will be a different book because I don't want to sit here and I dont want to take that long I'm really like using my voice recorder thing just to talk to you all. Well if you have any problems please try to connect to me in Ill make a book about it . Love you all of my readers