The Boy Who Loved Me

The Boy Who Loved Me (Part 8)

Ashleys POV

When we were swimming and Josh told me he wanted me to be his forever and always I wanted to faint. After that whole mosh fest when we were walking to the room and i being a cluts stepped on my towel. Josh came from behind me and wrap his muscular arms around me.He started to kiss my neck and shoulders. I turned aroung and looked deep into his eyes.

"Josh I love you more than anything in this world and I want you to be my childs father some day. For now I just want you to have me." I said kind of afraid.

"Ashley are you sure?" He pauses. "We don't have to go all the way."

"Thats what I want not all the way but further than before." I say.

I kiss him but not like before, this kiss sent shivers down my spine. I really loved him and he really loved me. I looked at him and undid the top piece of my bathing suit.

"Ashley, are you sure????" He said kinda shakey. It puzzled me why though I mean hes been with other girls before me but, was I his first?

"I've never been so sure in my life." I reassure.

Josh looks down then at my face again. He looked alittle confused, then he understood he looked at my lips then kissed me he made his way down my neck to my chest. I kissed his neck and played with his hair. Josh starts to kiss my breasts he kisses every inch as if he isnt satisfied till hes covered every inch of them. I was running my hands up and down his back. Josh looked up at me and kissed me. He lifts me while kissing me I wrap my legs around his waist. He carries me to the bed.

"Ashley..."

"Yeah"

"Are, are you satisfied?"

"What does that mean?" I reply angily.

"You know what I meant."

"No I don't what I'm I so gross you don't want to..." I pause as I feel the tears coming. "What's wrong with me...." I mumble.

"Ashley it's not you it's me." He says shyly.

"Ya sure and you call yourself an actor." I am crying now.

"Don't cry babe,What I meant was I'm not ready." He looks sad.

"What so I'm a slut!" I am full out sobbing now.

"No that's not what I meant" He pauses, whips the tears from my face, pulls in a deep breathe. "I've never gone this far with someone I care about as much as I care about you."

"I'm sorry I just thought.." He cutts me off.

"You blondes need to stop doing that!" He jokes.

"Shut up bread boy." I say to mock him. "I'm sorry about that whole episode I don't know what came over me."

"It's okay it happens to the best of us cuddle bug." He says as he puts on his cheesy smile and winks.

I pull him down to lay with me. We just lyed there starring at each other. We fell asleep at about 10 pm.