the feeling of being alone isn't so bad once you get used to ityou might even like it once you get to know her
She is very cold and sad when you meet her at first
though after a couple of days or weeks sometimes months or years
you stop feeling the cold
and all that there is left is alone
but this isn't so bad
when you're alone you can sleep wherever
you can say anything
you can put any kind of music you want
you don't have to be worried about being judged
you don't have to worry if someone else is comfortable while you hold them in your arms,
you don't have to worry about any of these thing, even though you want to worry about them
you want to have someone to hold
you want to be able to ask someone for there opinion
being alone isn't the best thing in the world
though
"it is something that can give me allot of comfort even if it hurts sometimes it's better then..."
and that's when you stop yourself to think
and then you realize that you don't want to be alone
that no matter how convenient it is there is nothing you wouldn't give to be able to hold someone and truly love them
but you don't want to risk it
when you love someone you are at great risk
you give them everything you can and still want to give them things you can't
it hurts when you can't make them smile after a hard day
it hurts when you can't be with them on those nights that feel like they'll last forever
those nights that feel like they're going to drown you in loneliness
"but I don't have to risk it"
and then you stop
and begin to look at loneliness again
the one that can always be found lurking in the back of your mind
and you begin to fall in love with the feeling
and you lose yourself forever.

YOU ARE READING
Poems From The Nights Alone.
PoetryThis is just going to be a compilation of a bunch of different poems I write, so read if you wish. oh and the picture is one I took of a friend of mine when it was raining, (don't tell him)