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"Thank You everybody I hoped you enjoyed my Fearless performance!" The beauty of them all says out to the crowd of screaming fans

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"Thank You everybody I hoped you enjoyed my Fearless performance!" The beauty of them all says out to the crowd of screaming fans. Most of the fans were crying. Everyone loves her. Well maybe not Joe Jonas or Kanye West. But pretty much everyone else. Yes, it's the one and only, Taylor Swift.

September, 2010
"Hey babe!" Taylor happily greets her very good looking boyfriend.

"Hey my angel!" He gives her a sweet smile.

They have been dateing for about a few months now. They even played a roll in the movie Valentines day. Yes it the most good looking couple EVER. Taylor Swift and Taylor Launter.

It was quiet September Night they were both at Taylor place, cuddling with her absolutely adorable cats.

"You know, it's geting hard." She says to him quietly

"What is?" He asks breathing in the Scent of her hair. Her blonde locks remind him of Summer.

"Everyone is either saying you don't actually love me, or that I'm not good enough," She sighs her eyes were turning glossy with tears threating to poor out.

"Honey, don't let fear creep into your mind." He says soothingly

"But it already has," She starts crying

"Taylor im giving you all my love!" He says

"I know, let's just sleep im sorry." She says closing her eyes.

Soon enough he was asleep but she wasnt. She can't stop thinking of what might happen. She trys everyday to keep this relationship strong and healthy. But, sometimes she crys, and this time, it was her first time crying in Front of him.

December 2010

These days haven't been the easiest. It get harder and harder each day. She's thinks she should end things. But she loves him so much. She has no idea what she should do. She just keeps smiling and waveing. She's starting to work on a new album. She already wrote a few songs. She wrote one about a movie where a girl stops a wedding. She called the song speak Now.

Right now Taylor is waiting for him at her house. Her doorbell rings she anwsers the door.

She gives him a nervous smile and says. "Listen Taylor you have been so good to me but I just can't do this anyome. I love you but I just cant," She says sniffleing.

"Listen Taylor I gave you all my love and all your giving me is goodbye! I don't even know what I did!!!!" He tells his eyes started to get glossy

"I'm sorry I just, need to go," She then gets up and runs out.

1 MONTH LATER

Taylor is trying to get over him but it's been hard. She still had feelings for him but she's not ready. He's sent her roses but she left them there to die.

2 MONTHS LATER

It passed his birthday and she is devastated she didn't call. She missing so much of him. She realized that she has loved him since the begining. He has visited her. But only once.

3 MONTHS LATER

Taylor is curently siting at her house with her song book. Writing a new song for her new album:

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I'd loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
But if we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time all the time

And she does go back to december.

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