If you ever come back (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Hello Butterfly ,

Do you see me at night ,when I cry?

Or do you see the pain in my eyes,when I hide?

In my stomach, the way it feels,like you do

How is it outside in your life ?

Is it better than being in me,when I'm seeing that guy ?

Or do you miss me ,when I look trough the sky?

I know it's not your fault,that I feel blue

But it's not cool to cry everynight, like I do

Do you still remember that guy from Highschool?

Yeah?His name is Niall, you know Butterfly?

You really do?

Do you remember,when I saw him and smiled?

Now I sit on the cold,hard ground and cry

Do you remember , the feels when I was with him and the first kiss that I had?

Well now I read his letter and I feel bad

Do you remember, I loved him and never said?

Now I regret every single time ,when I read

He said 'Dear Love! How ya doing? Are you fine and happy at the Beach ?'

I remember,I wished and move away from here and told him about that

'Well I really miss you right here and I wish I could see you again.I never told you about that, but I love the time, that we spent. I feel lonely, cause no one is here ,when I need a cuddle. I know you smile right now, cause you think how cute I am , when I say "What a wonderful smile from a beauty in a jam!" '

Remember how I loved to dance with him

Eventhough he was bad in it,like Jim

'I hope you dont forget me, cause this would be mean, like you steal my food. At the point right now , I want to see you again and that soon. I have a present for you and I hope you want to See me too.

Baby , you will always be my girl, my world and my life !

And I hope you want to be my wife?

I know it's old- fashioned , like in those love-movies ,when you cried , cause they were happy.

I'm gonna see you very very soon'

I feel a tear on my cheek

I cry hard and cant stop ,but why?

'PS: Do you know ,that I love you? I hope so, cause I will always do ! xx

Your future husband Niall '

And now I feel a hole

It's in me and it was my fault

I was too scared to open the letter

Maybe he found a new girl and she's better ?

But now I regret everything

Do you know , I forgot at the day, that I go , to say " I love you forever "?

He wanted to come to me

Surprises and stuff , we always did

Hit by a truck , I've heard

Now I'm sitting in front of his grave and see

"Niall , in a better place.." I read

But not dates , kinda weird , but who's cares?

I got lost in a space, where I stuck and had no luck

Dear Butterfly , do you still hear me?

Well I cry and see , I never see him again , like you and me

After a while, I cant cry

Imagine a life without him?

Impossible

Imagine to find a new one?

Impossible

Imagine to love somoene , like him?

Impossible

Now everything feel strange

I feel dizzy, but what's that?

I see a shadow

Should I look , or should I not?

It's like I knew this shadow

Or is it me, who's in shock?

What happen now?

Please dont leave me yet.

Hello Butterfly

You're smart , can you tell me ,if I should look or not?

Remeber the day, how we first met and I was stuck

Is it bad or now good luck ? Or this moment, what only sucks

My eyes get weak , with a sense of hope

That he is here , what I really hope

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to be continued or stop?