You know the first day at primary school , when your parents leave you again in a place , where you dont know anyone ? For me it's the second time and it makes no differents , if it's yesterday , now or tomorrow , I will always be alone,I thought. When I was younger , I really dont want to meet new people , you're gonna found out later ,what I mean. I had Louis and my teddy Lube and this waa enough. Well, my parents were always there for me , but I never liked to talk to them , I love them , but I didnt want to annoy them , but it'll change a bit.
~skip the first day ; the 2nd day~
It was the second day of primary school and when my parents drove me to school and I went to my class room , I was nervous , I mean , how couldnt you be nervous ? You are alone , you dont know anyone , you stuck in a place with strangers , there are teachers , who talk with you like they were your friends and bla bla . I waited for Louis , like always . He was always 'a bit' late . I just say 'a bit' , cause he would kill me , if I say it again . Long story , wait for the movie . On that day , he wasnt that late , he came a few minutes later ,when I went to class . I was happy and we talked about his cards , I mean Pokémon and stuff . I think it's pretty cool , but how the hell can you know all of those Pocket Monsters , it's just to much . I never liked the girls stuff like those girls in my class with their pink tutus and dolls and perfect hairs and pink bags and pink dresses and pink shoes and pink school things and pink beds and pink and pink and pink and PINK .. Arrggh!? I hated pink , I liked more the boys games , what Louis did , cause I think it's damn cool . Louis was always cooler than those girls , haha.
~School life ~
School was pretty ok , we learnt the alphabet , numbers and how to write it . We learnt new things and that everyday . I was a smart child for a average primary student , so they were people , who start calling me names , but at the other side , they were people , who liked me , cause I helped them for school and being always nice , but I never start being friends with them , I'm just being nice and I didnt really need somoene , except louis , of course . Louis told me , that those people are jealous , who called me names , and I should just ignore them . I never knew , why they should be jealous because of me , I mean I'm just me , but I did it , I really did it , I ignored them and I survived the primary school.
~ Last day of school~
Before I went at home , I saw a boy . He had dark brown hair , deep blue eyes and a power ranger figure in his left hand and a sandwich in his right hand . I dont know , but I had a feeling , that I know him . He looked so familiar , but I just cant remember . He went away , but I know , this wouldnt be the last time , that I see him . I walked with Louis and Danielle at home . Oh , yeah Danielle is my new friend since last year , yeah she's not ' a new friend' but I dont mind. She was quite older than us like 1-2 years , I think , she picked us up from school , but she's already in the high school and she always picked us up . She has curly brown hair , brown eyes and a wonderful smile and I knew , she will be come a big thing , but I dont know what , I mean I'm 11years old and I cant see the future . She was just gorgeous and adorable ,she was always there for me , when the people start being mean to me , again. She was like a big sister and she's still my big sister .
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Back to school , primary was ok . I'm ok ,when I'm alone , I'm happy , when Louis or Dani is there , or my family , but right now I'm happy ! Primary was rough , but only because the people ,I've learnt , were .. Were .. I dont know ...
Not everyone , but yeah they werent , that nice . I only wished , that the middle school is better and the guys respect me . And maybe I'll find ,that 'guy' ..
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If you ever come back (Niall Horan Fanfiction)
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