I still got love

Chapter 23

Jordan's Pov
At around 9 o'clock almost everyone was asleep except for me and Isaiah.

"Why" he asked

"What" I asked

"Why....... why  did you even  get involved with him he is a friend of you brother you put yourself through all this pain and heartbreak thinking that you found the right guy not giving others the chance to see if there the one for you but no you love Camron to death he's the one for you right" he said

I was speech less.

"Jordan I'm hurting myself putting myself down because of you. I'm hurt knowing that you continue to put yourself through the bullshit with Camron. Everyone in this room knows that CJ ain't shit, will never be shit. What did he do for you besides buy you a car that you gave back and good sex nothing but you too fucking blind to see that shit Jay and it kills me that you will spend your whole life trynna save a relationship that was never meant to be. It's fucked up" he said

Isaiah was red buy the time he finished his rant. At some point he got so pissed that he threw his phone and it not only shattered into pieces buy split into fours.
Isaiah got up and left the house he was too pissed to even be in the same room as me.

"You know he's in love with you Jay" Nick said

Where his ass come from he was just sleep and drooling all on the floor

"How do you know that" I asked

"When your little brother stops talking to other girls and stops being himself you have to snoop an do research and I found out that he is in love with you. Everytime he here's CJ's name he gets upset and cuts himself." He said

"The only reason it took him so long to get this out is because he wants you to be happy. It doesn't matter to him who your with as long as your happy" he continued

" I was happy with CJ" I said

"Jordan do you know how my brother knows that CJ cheated? " he asked

I shook my head no

"He was standing right there when it happened. He saw you see CJ cheating and the girl he was with want even Lorrie he's cheating on her too" he said

I felt so bad knowing this. I never knew my relationship impacted someone other than the other person. I feel even worst knowing that Isaiah just ran outside into a hurricane and I have no way of knowing if he's okay.

I climbed off the couch and ran to my room and threw  on some shoes. I didn't care that I had on pajama shorts and no jacket. I ran down stairs be grabbed my house keys and my cell phone.

"Jordan what the hell are you doing" Nick yelled

"Jordan where are you going" he said

I wasn't listening. I didn't want to listen. I ran out the door and onto the pouring rain and raging winds. I ran and ran and ran. I went any and everywhere where i knew Isaiah would go and he wasn't in none of those places. The last place I looked was the graveyard. By now I was all the way on the other side  of the city and the usually takes about two hours but I did it in ten minutes . I walked over to where his sister was and I found him laying beside her grave crying.

"I don't know what to do Nia I'm falling apart I'm losing myself trying to have her. I can't force her to love me and I can't keep doing this to my self. I want her bad but she doesn't want me" he said

"Nia I think it would be best for me just to come and be with you I can be hurt with you." He said

"Isaiah NO! You can't it might sound like a good idea because your hurt but it's not the way to go" I said crying

Or was it rain

Idk oh well

"Saiah I know you don't want to talk to me or even hear my voice but I didn't know I never knew how you really felt I'm sorry" I said

"Sorry doesn't make up for all my scars and bruises Jay" he said sitting up

I sat down in a open space of grass or mud I should say. 

"How come you never said anything Isaiah. We could have avoided this whole out burst." I asked

"You wouldn't have cared you would have been too caught up in CJ to even give me a second chance" he said

"Come here" he said

I crawled over to where he was and sat in his lap

"Will you give me a second chance I'm not letting you go without a fight" he said

I laid my head on his chest and sighed 

"I thought your brothers were there to protect you all Jo-Jo did was push me closer to being hurt" I said sniffing

"He knew what I was getting myself into and he didn't  once stop me and say this is gonna hurt you in the long run he is the worst brother ever I hate him" I said crying

"If you think about it it's also Donnie's fault he's the one who introduced y'all too" he said

"I hate them so much..... I wish they would have died instead of my parents " I said crying harder

"You don't mean that Jay you love your brothers, your in a place of hurt you will say anything right now that you think will hurt there feelings" he said

"I want them to hurt the way that I am hurting" I said

"I want them to feel the pain that I feel" I said

"Don't you think they are feeling the same pain" he said

"Huh" I said

" Think about it there little baby girl, there baby sister just ran out into a hurricane and they have no way of knowing if your safe or not. I bet there flipping the whole house down trying to find you" he said

I was listening to every word but after hurricane I fell asleep.

Jospeh's Pov

I'm not understanding this shit right here man.

I went to the house to check on Jordan because I knew she was by herself and I wasn't sure that she had food. So I get to the house and I find all these fools in here and where is Jordan and Isaiah. Them niggas missing.

"Hold up thus shit don't make since" Donnie said

"I'm just telling you what I know" Rickey said

Donnie and I have just found out that Jordan ran into the hurricane to go looking for the pissed off Isaiah. I also learned that CJ or the fuckboy as we will now call him is the reason why my sister ran out of the safety of this god for saken house.

I made myself a mental note to fuck his shit up later.

" Ard so heres whats gonna happen yall niggas are gonna put on your shoes. I got my niggas coming over here now and we gonna go out and find my sister and my nigga Isaiah." I said

As soon as the words left my mouth the front door swung open. There stood the fuckboy himself.

Camron.

Yall don't know how bad I wanted to rock him in his shit a few good times Yo like if my sister wasn't fucking missing I would be on his ass like shit stains.

"Where the hell is she?" he asked

No the fuck his ass didn't

TBC