She (with the bravery)

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I always liked the way he smelt.

Like musk, and pine trees.
Like logs in a fire and wood cabins.
Like masculinity and evergreen forests.

I've only smelt him a few times. When we accidentally bumped in the hallway, or when he picked up my dropped art assignment. Or the time we both went for the door handle after class.

I always got a breeze of Him, his unique sandalwood smell.

I didn't know his name. I knew it began with an M. Or N. Truthfully, I could ask someone. They would probably know, or I could just check the year book.

But that would be admitting that I was interested. That I was intrigued. That I had developed an unhealthy obsession with the boy who's name started with a M or N. That I had watched him as he pulled out his headphones and sighed wearily. That my heart had stuttered when he looked at me.

If I were brave, I would ask for his name and greet him. If I were brave, I would show him the sketches in my notebook I had scrawled whenever he had looked at me. If I were brave, I would ask him if he liked coffee and taken him to the new cafe in town.

But I wasn't brave.

I was just Wanda.

I was just Wanda who loved a boy who's name started with M or N.

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⏰ Last updated: May 25, 2017 ⏰

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